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Alone
i feel so bad because i never had a boyfriend before. im 15 and ive never had my first kiss, my first time or a boyfriend. nothings wrong with me, some guys have asked me out but i think im just scared of them. i like to flirt a lot, but just flirting is cool with me. there was this one guy that liked me and i liked him and he asked me out and i turned him down but i feel like a jerk for doing that. and everytime i like somebody theyll start to like somebody else and i would try to be friends with there girlfriend so i could feel closer to them. and i just feel like crying on every valentines day because i have no one specail to share it with. and i never told anyone, not even my friends. they don't know. and i never tell my mom anything like this. im afraid theyll laugh at me. and i dont know what to do.
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Maybe you just aren't ready for a relationship. It's okay if you haven't had a bf yet! If you really wanted one, do you think you would've turned down thoe other guys?
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I think you're be scared of commitment. Which isn't really a bad thing, just something hard to work through. Flirting's easy. I'd say find someone that you like, not just someone who likes you, and try being friends first. If they have a girlfriend, I'd keep looking, though. Don't worry about not having someone to share Vday with, go to a party with your friends from a different school, you might meet someone there.
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