When i just lay there in bed or on the sofa, i think what's the porpose of living? And sometimes i wish i wasn't alive for various reasons 1)i'm fat and exercise doesn't work 4 me.
2)i can't and will never get a boyfried. 3)i don't think my life has a reason. I i'm so depressed but i hide it inside. Like when i'm with my friends and stuff i'm all happy and cheerful, but on the inside i'm sad and depressed. Is there anything to keep my mind off of the topic and what do you think i should do.
Maybe you just need to keep yourself busy. When you're busy, you won't be able to think about how depressing your life may be. It works for a lot of people, but it could just make you stressed. So, don't load up your schedual too much. I really suggest that you go to a gym three times a week for an hour or two. At some gyms, they have some experts walking around that will help you in the areas you need help with.
As for boyfriends... Who cares? Anyone who doesn't like you for you isn't even worth the trouble. Guys, at this age, don't even have minds. They just want a playboy bunny hunny. Who WANTS a boyfriend who only judges by looks?
Not many people can look in the mirror and say "I'm gorgeous," so don't sweat it if you can't either. Just accept yourself and you'll come off to other people much more confident than you really are.So just hang out with your friends and go on many, many girls' days/nights out. You'll soon figure out how much you REALLY mean to your friends.
You're life really does has a meaning, but as a twelve or thirteen year old, you might not be able to know what it is quite yet. I know I don't. Albert Einstien probably didn't either. So, just wait it out and enjoy!
I know what you mean about the double personality thing. You're friends really care about you enough to make you happy.. that's great! Just don't keep your feelings kept inside for too long, or else you might snap at your oh-so-good friends and then they'll just be oh-so-mad.
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