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okay...Ive been cutting myslef for about a year now.. and its for a weird reason. I dont have a hard life, and no im not trying to be a poser or anything or doing it to be a rebel theres a reason you'll figure out in a minute. OKay I get like straight A's all the time, Im a really good swimmer and im on the division one team where i live (which is the best) I have a lot of friends, and im not completley horrible looking, im good at sports and such too. Problem is, no matter how hard I try i don't ever feel like I'm good enough for my parents, or myself. I mean they love me, but they have never sais Im proud of you or anythign like that. They dont compliment me on things, their always too busy. And i even told them how I felt about what theyir NOT saying and they thought i was going through depression so they sen tme to a counselor. They always tell me about how they were when they were kids and stuff like both of em were valedictorian, and they always show off their sports trophies and stuff, and seem to be telling me thats how you have to be too, and i try to . but its so hard, and i hide my feelings so nobody would ever guess that i cut but i do and i know its dangerous but i dont know what to do it hurts so bad knowing that your parents will never think oyur good enough knowing how much they expect from me and knowing that i cant compare, i dont know what to do please HELP me im sorry this is so long but im so confused, i just wanna die
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yeah dont cut. i wanna kill myself also but i know how much ppl love me and shit. so then i hesitate and dont. so do the same. think of how many people love you.
hope i helped!
-Che(adrian)
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