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My grandmother told me a while back that my sister was her favorite child and hse was like id give her anything an do anything for your sister .. shes the oldest Im the middle and i have a younger brother ... My grandmother then told me that my brother was my mom an dads favorite and they like him more then me... I cried then she had never to tell me i dont beong to the family.. Like she dont kno whos loves me but its def. not any of them .. So i cried but then i realized she was a old witch who was just ignorant .. Then a couple years later i turned 15 and my family left me for my little brothers baseball game on my birthday and told me i had dishes to do so i had to stay home and i couldnt go out .. i just cried myself to sleep on my birthday, and i didnt get a damn thing i got a cake the next week saying happy birthday with my best friends name on it slash mine form her family .. i feel like theres a hole inside me where my familys love should be but they dont care .. My mom mad emy life miserable for a whole year when i was 15 i was stalke dby her whenever i wet out and she always thought i was getting high an drunk and at first i would cause i was so depressed but then i realized i wasnt going ot let no one drag me down. So here i am today i just turned sweet 16 not too long ago and i got what i wished for on my birthday i thought i wanted my mom to trust me an stay out of my life but she does trust me no wan she does stay out of my life .. i guess id rather have her hounding me cause it seems to me like she atleast cared a little bit .. once again they lef tme on my birthday this time they took my sister out and had a celebration for her .. does it ever end and once again i ended up being wiht just my best friend... I WISH MY FAMILY CARED ABOUT ME I TRY TALKING TO THEM BUT THEY DONT HAVE TIME FOR ME .. what should i do ?????
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do something stupid. it may sound daft its a very very big gamble but it worked for me. iam the same as you i have three bothers and i am 2nd youngest and i always get left out when i was 16 i felt so left out i went and got drunk and put some windows through in the local shopping centre. i got arrested but when my parents arrived and saw me in a state they soon realised they had neglected me. also try running away for 3 days and camping out in a tent. that will get there attention. but i am english and we dont know any thing but it did work for me
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Hi. Im sorry. Well who do u stay with now? Do u have friends u can talk 2? I know how u feel. Like one time it was me, my sister and brother at home. And they were being really mean. And I got so mad locked my self in my room and cried. And when my mom got home i still was and she was like stop being a baby. My sister got 2 do about anything she wants. And I never get 2 do anything. Yeh she's older but atleast I dont get pregnant scares. And shes 18 and has had over 10 boys friends. She started dating at 14. And atleast I didnt sleep with a guy 11 years older than me. If u ever need 2 talk my email is PunkB8tch@yahoo.com. and if u use messanger we can talk there. Sorry I babbled more.
Ashley
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that's terrible. i mean, that's really terrible... you need to spend some time out of the house. like, a week, a month, something. stay at a friends, or a family member who loves you and understands. i don't really know how to answer this question.
~the accolade~
"do not throw your life away rashly, or in bitterness. Your father loves you Faramir, and will remember it before the end"
just keep that quote in mind sometimes...
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