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Question Posted Monday March 01 2004, 8:57 pm
I think I do have depression because I was cruious on the symptons, and I seemed to match most of them... but you never know...
well I dont think It was depression I think I was just lonely and needed someone who cared.
I recently got hooked up with someone and Im happy reeeally happy seriously u gotta see me to believe it.. but when Im not talking to him or when Im not around him I get all sad and feel crushed up.. Im not obssessed I just wanted to be with this kid forever.. I've already said some strong things that I meant and I will always mean and Im posotive about each and every one of them! So please dont go all saying oh u shouldnt of said that its too soon or its too late or its toos trong or blah blah blah! sorry.. anyways...
its like Im happy around and with him and whenever I talk or see him Im happy.. but when I do the opposite "Not see, not talk, not hear, not with him" I get all depressed and sad and I go back to feeling lonely.. and people make fun of us they always say gow ith ur boyfriend or eeww ur ging out with him or her.. they are uggly and if we hugged inf ront of them at school they would laugh and I dont want to deal with their shit.. thats hwy we havent hugged yet we are sick of them!I was gonna hug him but people... everyone always says shit about us... everyone in the whole entire school knows now cuz of peoples big mouths!
Im not pointing any ingers or sayign any names... even though I can pick em out right away,, ehem (C)+(J)+(A)+(K)+(A) and some other people.... "The letters are the begining of their names cuz I dont wanna say their names on here..!! well I duno whats wrong with me.. but I duno..
I luv my bf sooo much and if he died Id kill myself or if he was dying I would stay by his side and just before he closes hsi eyes to fade away Id grab his hand hold it tight and stab myself in the heart..
Id rather die with him then be sad for the rest of my life
well I gotta go and thanks for ur help!
Bye..
(BRiTTaNY..)
*~Raven~*
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I'm happy to help you, but next time, please be at least a little more coherent! Its quite hard trying to work out what your asking...
Anyway. If you love your new guy, then what does it matter what others say? I know its very hard to rise above shit-stirrers like that, but you sound like a fairly strong girl, so I think you could manage it. The best way to manage it I think, would be to not seem ashamed when random people at school come up and ask stuff; be proud of yourself and your love! Also formulate some good comebacks to the mean things they say:
Them- 'ewww, he's ugly!'
You- 'Not as ugly as you' *leave the area*
As for the being sad with out him, all I can say is, ahh! Young love... :D In other words its normal to be obbsessed with your new guy, but if your sadness/depresion gets very deep without him, I think maybe you should seek a chat with a proffesional, as it could be that you really are depressed, and you have just got this guy as a quick fix. Now don't start yelling 'thats not true!', that was just a caution, ok?
Also, that last bit worries me slightly. You are [probably] still young, with plenty of life ahead of you. If by some freak chance he was killed or whatever, please don't commit suicide! I'm sure you would rid the world of a bright and bubbly your lady, and no one likes to see life wasted needlesly.
Hope all that helps, and good luck :)
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