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I don't know what is wrong!
I..I don't know what is wrong... I just feel so dark latly... I try to hide it when i'm around friends by smiling and laughing and tring to be hyper just so they don't ask me what's wrong? or pester me by huddleing over me. (excuse my spelling) Truth is, i don't know why i've been sulking. Maybe it's the fact i have been told every problem my friends have and i try to help them. I stress out when i can't find an answer or i repeat myself over and over as an answer. I never talk about my own problems. I feel that i don't want to over burden them... So i claim to have the best life out of all my friends. At first glance i do, but more than half my family is disabled and in great pain everyday. I'm so used to them i really don't care anymore... I cut my wrist in the shower last night not cause i wanted to get rid of the pain but cause i wanted to taste the blood. Something about it, just makes my taste buds tingle. i dunno what you can say or do but i just needed to tell someone...
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Old Answer: You shouldn't do this. You have friends, the luck! You must always remember your friends and family. I too have had this experience. Dark, alone, with no one. But always remember you're never alone. This could be a serious problem. My advice would be to talk to someone close to you, a family member I'd suggest. I must also say don't cover your feelings with laughter. If you're down, either directly tell your friends or behave upset so they can talk to you about it. The last person to come to is me. I envy you for having friends.
If you ever get the urge to cut your wrist again, find someone to talk to. Your family, or someone who works at your school, guidance counsellor... I think. If anyone should be depressed, it shouldn't be one with friends and family. I doubt I can help, but at least youve told someone. That's a large step. Now you must talk to your family, or at the very least your friends. I very nearly cut my wrist before. But, whenever life gets you down, remember, you have friends and family. They care about you, and you can talk to them. I'm sorry, but it doesn't seem like I'm terribly helpful. Please, tell your family.
Something New: Never thought I'd meet anyone like you.. err... me. I've always felt my reason to live was to hepl others. But every now and then even the wisest trip along their path. We all have friends to pick us back up. Never feel you cannot talk to anyone. I was once the same. Then I met someone who I could really open up to. Funny thing was I know I'll likely never see this person for real, only through ICQ. And the only reason I still breath: I help the helpless, and the hopeless.
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