i'm usually really shy around guys and im going into my first year of high school.how can i start conversations with guys. I dont know what to say or talk about. how do i strike up a conversation. how do i know if they will want to talk back? i really could use some tips. please help
id just say sit beside someone and indroduse your self see where it goes from there if nothin happens at least you tryed.
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i dont know what to do. here's the background info. I've known this amazing guy for a little over 2 years now. i feel in love with him, and he with me. But he kinda left me. Moved 1000+ miles across the usa. lately we havent been that into eachother. our conversations turned from firey to blah. so i didnt sleep last night. instead i wrote this.
I regret every single day I wake up and he’s not next to me.
It’s tearing me apart
I can’t handle it anymore.
He says we’re drifting apart. I couldn’t agree more.
He blames it on his parents. I blame it on me
I’m not with him. But I’m right here waiting for him just as I promised.
My love has never changed.
And it never will
Because he’s my everything and without him I have nothing.
I am nothing
Every second without him is another tear from my eyes.
He realizes he’s killing me. But I don’t think it’s him. It’s me.
I’m killing me.
I pull out his picture and can’t help but wonder what I had.
But it’s my fault we are drifting.
All mine. Cause I’m not there.
He’s constantly on my mind.
Laying here, sweating, with him on my mind,
It’s hard to get to sleep.
“Thoughts of us kept keeping me awake.”
As the clock ticks on, so does my restless mind.
The distance is killer. It’s like a double edged sword.
It cuts you one way, then as your beginning to heal, it turns around and cuts you deeper.
Separation anxiety and depression walk right next to me without ceasing.
And for this I’m hard to love
And I’m sorry for it. Sorry for being to hard to love.
But all I can do is sit here and apologize for what I should be. And what I’m not.
Turn out the lights, turn up the radio and try.
Try to fall asleep but nothing works.
Because he’s not beside me.
He’s the meaning in my life. He’s the inspiration.
No one needs him more than I need him.
Cause without him, I have nothing. I am nothing.
He’s gonna drive me to drinking.
No. better yet. This fuckin’ distance is gonna drive me to drinking.
Seinfeld® can’t even make me smile right now. (and that’s saying a lot)
At times I feel I will never smile again. For the rest of time, this dark cloud will be over me. Consuming me.
“This is my heart bleeding before you. This is me down on my knees.” This is me in tears with mascara and eyeliner streaked down my face. You’ve gotten me this far.
What more do you want?
You’re my addiction. I am so addicted to you.
And without you, I’m a wreck. A mess.
The empty picture frame sits on my mantel.
I wish that I could fill it with a picture of us.
“You taught me to run, you taught me to fly… you opened me eyes, you opened the door… your love is the music of my heart.”
He came along when I needed him the most.
He has loved me through the difficult times.
He has helped me get through the difficult times.
Just knowing that he loved me was enough to keep going.
I thank him for that. Because without him, I don’t think I would still be here today.
But he deserves more.
He deserves a girl he can hold
One that can kiss his lips
A girl tat he can spend time with.
And make memories with.
His teenage years are supposed to be the best.
But being with me, that’s not the case.
If I had to live my life without him in it, my days would all be empty.
Just talking to him used to brighten my day.
Now, it turns them all to black and white.
Without him, I wouldn’t be here today.
He tells me not to say it. But it’s so true.
I know I wouldn’t have a life without him.
And I love him for that. And about a million other things.
Nothing’s gonna change my love for him. I have always loved him. And always will.
He’s a piece of me.
No. he’s all of me.
If he ever completely leaves me I won’t be able to live.
Won’t be able to breathe.
My heart won’t beat. It’ll be in a million pieces on the floor.
I told myself that he was the one.
The one that could fix my broken heart. And tape it back together.
But if he gives up, so will I.
All I have is memories of him.
I told him that I cherished every moment we spent together.
That was no lie.
Walkin’ the halls of that hotel for a week, together. Walking down to the pool, together. 3 meals a day, for a week, together.
Those memories of him are the only thing that I have. “those endless summer nights”
Sunscreen and chlorine.
Miniskirts and tank tops.
The parting kiss behind the church.
That was the best week of my life. “And I couldn’t ask for more”
It seems that it’s been forever that he’s been gone.
It’s been a little over 200 days since I last saw his gorgeous face.
2 years since he left.
I miss him every second he’s gone.
But how the hell did we wind up like this?
Who’s to blame?
We are drifting apart uncontrollably.
But whose fault is it?
If I was there, this wouldn’t have happened.
“some day, somehow, I’m gonna make it alright…”
But right now, I can’t.
There is nothing I can do.
Not a single damn thing.
He’s there, I’m here. And there’s nothing I can do
Except tell him that I love him. But he knows that.
He knows that I love him.
As long as the sun shines I’ll love him.
“you don’t know what you’ve got till its gone.”
And I couldn’t agree more.
Saying goodbye to him was the hardest thing I’ve ever done.
I’m sick of crying.
Crying because I miss him so much.
The 1,000+ miles is killer.
Serial.
But I don’t want to let him go. Cause what if he’s the one?
I’ve tried to get over him before.
It didn’t work.
I CAN’T GET HIM OUTTA MY MIND!
As the saying goes, then maybe he’s supposed to be there.
Is he the one?
The one I can trust to pick my shattered heart off the ground, dust it off and put it back together?
I know he is.
I know he is the one.
I know he is different than all the others.
I’ve tried so hard to mend this relationship.
“I’ve tried so hard, and got so far. But in the end it doesn’t even matter.”
But no matter what I do, I can’t fix this relationship.
It’s all my fault, but I can’t fix it.
I miss how we used to be.
Miss the love that we had.
The fire in his eyes.
The passion in his voice.
I miss him.
But “I’ve gotta take a little time. A little time to think it over”.
Cause I don’t want to get hurt again.
There has been so much heartache in my life that I can’t take it again.
I want to be able to say that he’s the one.
But I’m not sure.
No. scratch that.
I know he’s the one.
The one I should spend my life with.
But we are separated.
Separated by land or lack of contact? Or both?
They say that love will find a way. That it can break through anything.
But I’m not so sure.
I’m off his top 8,
He’s off mine.
Drifting.
Farther and farther apart.
Figured writing all this shit down would help me.
Help me to get it all off my mind and fall asleep.
Give me peace of mind. At least for one second.
I have 2 hours until the alarm goes off.
2 hours until I have to get up.
“Just remember I love you and it’ll be all right”
I hope.
so what do you think i should do?
DONT give up if your truely in love with this person then a little thing like distance is nothing.
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Could someone please give me some long distance relationship tips.. he'll be driving in 6 months.. if that helps any.. We love eachother and ahve been together twice and will see eachother in less than aweek.. but yea, idk the next time we will before he gets his licence and i may start dating him soon! please hlep!
im in one now and im not worryied for the most part (btw im a guy) it is hard like vary cue im in canada shes in texes but i love her with evrything i have. you have to be strong and you have to have alot of trust thats my advice
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do you think that a best friend you've had through middle school can remain your best friend in high school if you are very close right now?
hell yes my best freinds have been with me since grade two they moved on to high school and i failed a grade but where still prtty tight.
neotails
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Alright lately i just have been crying and crying and im not really sure why. i havent been hanging out with friends and i dont even want to. i feel like i have no one to talk to or to trust and i dont even really want to talk to anyone about it. i hurt myself a few times but my mom and sister saw it and made me promise never to do it again. now my mom is making me go to the doctors and i really dont want to. i dont know what to expect and im scared. because i dont really know what to say beacuse there gonna ask my what happend and nothing really happend.. it just kinda started you know.. do you think i have depression? i dotn know im confused, frusterated and lonely and i just want to hear anyones opinions on what to do or expect.. thank you
depression sucks my advice would be to NOT stop hanging out with freinds becuse in the long run your best freinds can make you happy and make you forget about what ever is depressing you.
belive me your best freinds CAN save your life i know from exsprence.
-neotails
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16/F,this girl who use to bully me so badly in 5th grade continues to gossip and say all of this crap about me in high school. Because of her actions, I've had a low self-esteem.
I could care less about what she says or thinks about me cause her opinions don't matter to me at all. Usually, I'll just ignore her and I won't let it bother me. I was willing to forget about the past and forgive her but she just refuses. I think that she is really immature for holding a grudge against me for so long. My best friend told me that she could be jealous or she needs to pick on someone to make herself feel better. But, I'm wondering what is her problem and why do you think she continues to do this?
this is a little class of people i like to call
BITCHS there so bored with there own pathtic little lifes that they need to pick on other people to give them selfs some sort of meening. i persnoly think all people in that class should die and burn in hell. anyway be the better person and dont sink down to her level.
-neotails
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So sorry if this is long!!!
ohkay so i have a really close friend that likes me. we'll call him Bob. Bob and i are really close friends i tell him everything and when i talk to him it feels like everytihng at that moment is perfect. he's almost everything i want in a guy. i mean hes funny and really cares about me etc... the only thing is that i dont feel a physical attraction to Bob. in a relationship i think that you should be physically attracted to someone too its not like its a major deal but to me it matters.
theres also the fact that if we were to go out i wouldn't see him all that often. he goes to a different school and both of us are usually pretty busy on the weekends. (i got to my dads every other weekend which is an hour away) and on the other weekends i spend time with friends.
i mean i could always go out with him just for the summer but he really really means alot to me and i wouldnt ever want to hurt him. but i also dont want an "internet boyfriend".
so what should i do? do i just stay friends with him or should i go out with him? or what if we were "friends with benefits"?
help me i'm so confused!
Kait♥
heres my advice phyical attraction is a bouns love is a difrent thing all together. if you relly think that hes the one you should go for it.
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does anybody know what love is? i have my own ideas about it, but i want to hear everyone
elses oppinion. So give me your definition of love, because i want to put them all together and come up with one definition!
thanks so much :)
love i think your in l love when you cant get that guy or girl out of your head no matter how much you try. when thinking about that person can make you smile on even your darkest day. when just talkin to them makes you happyer then anything else this is my def of love. :)
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