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okai so i've gotten a bit suicidal recently. i've lost all my friends & now it seems to me that there isnt really a reason for me to live anymore cause there is noone who really cares about me & i dont know .. if i die noone would really bother you know?
i just feel like i'm worthless & i'm always alone & just sit in my room. i mean it wouldnt really make a difference if i sit in my room or 'rest in peace' cause either way noone cares.
everyone just walks by me & ignores me & i seem to lose every person who i was ever important to. i fail at everything.
i dont want you to tell me how to make new friends or whatever.. i just wanna believe that even without having friends life is still worth living & that i'm worth something. and telling me that im still young & can still have a great future doesnt help either cause i've tried telling myself that loads of times. help? i just hate this feeling.. i always cry & honestly just wanna kill myself... & the feeling that noone would care if i DID is just horrible.

I've felt this way during my highschool years, too. Right now, I'm 19 and have gotten past this part of my life. Recognize this as just a "stage". Your life does not have to be this way. You have every right to be happy! This is your life, so take charge! Put yourself first! Take the time to love yourself and when you feel ready to...give your love away! the love you give away won't be lost. it will be given back to you in abundance! love will lead you to a happiness that lasts. sorry if this all sounds trippy lol
if you want to talk, send me an Email. lisaxfaith@yahoo.com
you DO matter!!!

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