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14/f
okay im gonna apolize now for the lengthh.

so friend of my familys died a few days died a few days ago and at the wake you no they have the whole line of family and your supposed to shake hand or hug them or whatev. well i got to his son whos a year older then me and i never really talked to him before. and we like stared at each other for a second and then i decided to give him a hug bc i felt bad and everythingg. and then i dont know it like felt right, i just dont how to explain it with out sounding completely corny. and like i hug guys all the time not to sound slutty or anything but this time it just felt different.. in a good way. haha and after that i was thinking about him alot.

and the next day i didnt go to the funernal.. but a friend of mine was telling me a story, adn i guess the kid (the son) asked his ex-gf to go to the funernal he still has feelings for her adn she doesnt. and she didnt go bc she slept over her friends house or something and she said she didnt want him to get the empresion that this is gonna be a chance for them to get back together or something like that yeah i no pretty messed up so after i heard this i was pissedd. at the ex gf. and i felt even more badd for the kidd.

okay so now the things i needed advice on.. ok i dont know if i like the kid or not or if its just more that i feel baddd for him with everything that hes going threw. and i wanna start talking to him more but like we go to different schools and the only time i really see him is during hockey season (which starts in like 2 weeeks) bc we both play at the same arena but different teams. and i dont know how to like start talking to him with out making a fool out of myself. so thats what i need advice on ahaha thankk you for reading all thisss =]

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