make a friend try and find someone who understands you. im the same as you. what most people told me was that theres atleast one person in your life that will love you. i have never believed this but then i realized it. just dont lose your friends i was in the group of all the goths and we were all bffs then we got in a fight then got separated to different schools. they were the only ones that cared for me enough to even try to save me. there the only ones ever to keep me from my last suicide thought. my bff saved my life from being there and stopping me from bleeding to death instead of like the others he actually stayed all from cutting as deep as i could VERY deep. there is always someone worse than you my friend was worse than i thought anyone could get she was 15 and is dead. im getting over cutting by cutting up stuff not me it sounds bad but im getting over it go cut up leaves books anything but you or anyone else. and think if you kill yourself you have a good life you have food and atleast one person in your life you really know i didnt think i did but i do. your not diening of starvation. for a project we are penpals with people our age in VERY poor places. mine has her mom just died of disease the day before she wrote it and within that same month her sister of starvation. she hasnt eaten for 6 days and is still trying to live a happy life she says i sounded mad or deppressed about something then she told me her story. and where she lives a kid dies every 20 seconds. 12 kids died so far while i was writing this. and they loved their life. she said she lives like shell die tomarrow. but to answer your question someone has it worse than you and someone loves you i never thouth that at all life is hell make it worth it someone else could have had your life but you were ment to live it there is something you were ment to do. life gets to its breaking point before it gets better in deppresion. im still at the very edge of the breaking point. you sound like me and writeing this kept my mind off my life. i was crying and sreaming when i started this but now im calm. and cut stuff not you. taking away the sharp stuff didnt work at all probly made it worse for me. anything can kill you life is death soon. never give up. your in deppression me to this is what im doing so far and ive lived for almost a week with nobody. a record between my old friends when i had them. hormones only make it worse its not just hormones at all something happened in the star of this all you HAVE to find out what try everything you can and right a journal. ask me more questions if you ever wana. ill update you on how im living it out to. DO NOT GIVE UP. im right now i could die tomarrow. live life till your death of old age not suicide. so many more kids have died that loved their life 36 while i was writing this remember you are ment to do something to change the world. and find out what started this all. hope i helped at all.

thanks..i'll try and remember to talk to you one day =]

-i dont change for people -my only fear is being hated again -i am extremely hyper at times and adicted to coffee -i curse way to much -i have a bad temper -in love with taking pictures -has had a very emotional life -im NOT emo or gothic but thats what everyone wont stfu with -i think of guys as better friends -id be gone without my friends -my old friends have put me threw way to much -i used to be one of the popular people but now i cant stand them but still talk -i love guitars -my favorite music is taken away forever -ill answer any question honestly just dont hate me for bein brutally honest

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