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Thirteen Female; My life feels boring but its not at all. There is something seriously wrong and I have no idea what it is. I use things as escapes like reading writing music sometimes even pot but those things ware off while I'm in school. I have no clue what’s wrong with me. I'm always frustrated, tired, tense and sketchy. I have tons of friends and my family life is perfect with the acceptation of my father but I can't blame everything on him. I know what your thinking-shrink. But see I’m not aloud to go to a shrink because of my father and issues so what do I do. My friends are all upper class richies who could never understand. I feel as if everything I do is inflicting pain on me and I can’t stand to even breathe anymore. My friend went to a hospital for depression but she’s fine. I just want to know what to do because all this makes me so out of it all the time and I really miss my friends and family. See there a rip in all this though because when I'm with this one guy I forget everything and I am all myself but at the same time I can't remember what I have to tell him but that's okay because he makes me feel okay. This is also a problem because we talk less and less every day so now I’m like dying. I rate high. And I really am not insane. Believe me. (link)
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u know what this is practicaly the age wher your thoughts start to change and your perspective on life is also very different it doesnt mean your going insane
drugs arent the answer to anything not ecehn if your really extremly bored dont ever use that as an'escape' cause it just comes back and bites you in the ass
fuck that shit go and try to get help your dad dont have nothing to do w/it if you dont want to just try to tell your mom shell be glad no matter what
try to get closer to your ton off friends and spend time w/them instead of dwelling in your saddness get out of that black hole as fast as you can
***trying to get help doesny mean your going crazy it just means that you want help***
if that guy makes you feel ok um you might want to spend time w/him tooand try to keep in touch
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