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I want to be normal for once
12 year old female. Ever since I was little I was able to see spirits. Like I'd be able to name people no one ever told me about, and I still do. And I've accurately predicted several deaths, had dreams that happened in real life, been able to tell what someone will say, etc. I constantly see spirits, and can easily communicate with them. I have a friend and she was talking about her girlfriend who passed a few years ago and suddenly I thought about a song and I felt like I had to sing it so I did and turns out that was her gf's favorite song. I see auras around people, and can feel their exact emotions, and animals have always been strangely close to me. For example recently blue birds keep going close to me, like when I was going to the bus stop a bird was there, and when I went close the bird didn't fly away and stood closer. Then someone else came and the bird flew to a branch. It seems all fun and dandy and "woooo super powers", and sometimes it is, but holy fuck feeling people's emotions is hell, for every nice, polite spirit there's an asshole demon, getting messages in my dream are annoying, seeing colors every where is distracting...I just feel like a freak. I've always been diffirent, even from the special snowflake kids and people always get freaked out when they're about to tell me a secret but I know it before they tell me. And the worse is feeling intense vibrations from certain areas of your body (later found out those are chakras) and idk I wouldn't want to stop having them but every now and then I wish I was a normal dumbass kid and not some psychic freak. I've considered smoking weed before just to get out of this world and be normal...but marijuana's illegal. How do I be normal?
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I believe you when you say you see, feel, touch and perceive these things but not that they really are there or felt in reality. Keep reading. I don't think you have the psychic abilities you think you have or so-called super or special powers. That set off a few red flags for me.
I know quite a bit about mental-health disorders and though not a doctor it's highly likely that you may be functioning but still be in reality and half out of it. With a lot of illnesses bipolar, Schizophrenia etc. it takes control of the brain and all five senses and makes you have visions, grandiose ideas, hear voices both good and bad and feel as though you have powers nobody else has. That concerns me greatly.
Often a person can have no clue it's an illness or problem until reaching a crisis point and being hospitalized and it's true that you could have been this way for a long time and able to function half in and half out of reality but you need this checked out especially if you have voices at any time hitting you like a freight train in addition at night. I would see a doctor and be honest about all of this and see that you are healthy.
Another part of many of these illnesses is eye-sight, seeing bold colors or dark all the time or even things that appear to morph or look distorted that ought not be as the chemical imbalance affects all five senses. That's a red flag. As far as other things you mentioned it chalk it up to coincidence. You aren't a freak but you do need to see if there is a medical issue here.
It's normal to be in awe of animals or feeling in tune with them but you can't read thoughts or emotions of anything or anyone. I'm being honest. Animals may gravitate to someone they think is receptive of them however.
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