If you love him that much, I don't believe the time spent waiting for him can be considered a waste.
In the meantime, try to exhale. And if you're really feeling anxious - separation anxiety can be a big B - you can always message us here. And we'll do our best to respond.
Please value yourself more. If he loves you, your absence will show him what he is losing. And it would be a wake up call for him.
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