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i like to end this world
i use to have a mental sickness. i think it cause me to afraid of everything. i afraid that my relationship with someone i loved would affect her. i am scared cause actually i am a famous person. i am scared of all that i had to face would affect her. i am tired of everything. so, i broke up with her. people around me always said everything is my fault. i lost my parents. i live alone. people around me always said that i would just end it. maybe this is the end.
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if you have a mental sickness then whatever is going on is not your self. it is great that you are aware of this and are trying to fix things. you have had a very hard time with your parents and your relationship but just know that things do get better and a lot of the time things get better right as they seem the worst. you have nowhere to go but up do not think that this is the end. it is not the end. you should get help for your mental illness go to a hospital and start getting treatment. try to get in contact with any family or friends that you have and maybe but an ad on craigslist or something to try to find a roomate. it would probably be helpful to live with something. if you make it cheap enough (can be as low as 0 since you are now paying for it all yourself anyways) it is more likely that you will find someone. i would also trying getting a job or even volunteering or joining some sort of club or group so that you can be around people who are better for you. goodluck with everything.
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A person born having a disposition for some sort of mental illness will always have that, it is a part of how they developed in the uterus, just like a child born without a foot is not going to be able to grow a foot later and become totally whole.
However, there are many who can live normal lives, not pestered by the problems of mental illness when they are on medication. You did not mention anything about seeing a mental health doctor and getting treatment for this. Mental illness is not a respecter of status, so whether the average Joe or a famous person or royalty, mental illness can be found in people of different status.
There are some mental illnesses which even with treatment are still very hard on relationships and dating or marriages will not survive the up and downs and unpredictability of it...no matter how much love there is for the person.
If you are scared more about what could possibly happen due to your past, and mental sickness, it is best to bring it up at the beginning of a relationship and let the lady decide if she is concerned about that fact or not. If your symptoms are severe and obvious then she already would have known something was wrong but likely not what was causing it. Breaking up if done without explanation is not a good reason and leaves her wondering what she may have done wrong.
The people who seem to surround you, whether through work or choice of friends seem to be very negative people if they are saying the stuff you say they are to you and about you. and suggesting that you end your life?? Heck, get away from them right away. Stop associating with them. They are not healthy thinking, even if they dont have mental illness or just not a diagnosed one. You need to be around positive, loving and supportive and encouraging people. We all need that. Life is hard enough with its unexpected twists and turns and hurts that come their way for all of us. Having positive people around us to help us through life is what makes it possible to go on.
But don't wait for someone to come volunteering to be a positive friend. To get a good friend, you have to 'be a gooututd friend'. Think of positive things you could do to help other people and in the process you may find you are getting the help and supportive and love you need in return.
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