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I brought up to b told im useless, fat, an embarrassment by mother.So no surprise when dumped, then got married, n treated like dirt, ref to as Yasser Arafat. Divorcedin 1979, dev rels, used like landlady, then made move to eire,rel site in mag., just followed third req.With two kids. He abused n used all 3 of us, n me to childmind his own existing two. Had 3 more, thought as kids all now related he'd accept my own two more. But no, l left twice, n went back as all councils eire and UK, housed us round drug areas. Back eire after many battered wives homes. (I've never been physically battered) He went prison for 7mmonths and got
neighbour to bail him out. He got house, I got derelicht rented, kids n cataracts, Then I shoved by eire council into bad estate. About 15 trips to council to be moved n nothing. Ex in eire won't hurt his own kids so I ask him keep my/our 3. I went Prof job n uni in UK. Came back ten yrs later, Came back, fan member has rel to special needs .All his kids. In care. 3 Irish kids now only speak to their father. Old friends from Ist marriage want no contact with me. That ex ok for them, I only one on welfare. Irish ex said if I ever went work he'd hurt my eldest kids. So no work n im a Prof.. Now ret a pauper. Can't even bury myself. Feel like finding remote place to commit suicide n become skeletonised before found. Against crem, n would cost nothing .
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You've been through a lot of hardships in your life, so what I'm about to say may sound foolish; but I believe it is the key ingredient for anyone to be happy in life. You have find worthiness in yourself and if your having trouble finding it; just look to the five lives you brought into this world, that is a blessing. They deserve for you to be strong, they deserve to have their mother. I'm not sure about the laws where you live; but, I wouldn't think it would be alright for a parent to threaten to harm children if their mother started working. Your life has purpose and meaning but only you can find that; until than, make your purpose your children because that is a good reason to keep on living.
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