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mentaly fucked up, depressed, psychotic, suicidal teen can u help?
im a very strange person and im basically a psychopath(doesnt make me a killer :p) a psychopath is someone who doesnt give a fuck about people(no empathy) and could be quite charming and thats pretty much me and also im a misanthrope,i find people disgusting,evil,murderers,rapists,sluts,addicts,drinkers,were ALL sinners though some denny it! and a shrink cant help me,i just dont believe in shrinks(those people are the most fucked up ones) and im fucking 15 im so depressed,if i didnt love my parents i wouldve already killed myself,im a very fucked up person and noone knows how much pain i feel,and i cant tell anyone they wouldnt understand the darkness in me,i dont know if ill make it,a piece of me is dead and sometimes i feel broken,it fucking hurts and i feel hopeless for myself and for the world
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let me tell you something ive had life much worse than you my parents died when i was 16 and i changed my life around i am now 36 and i work two jobs and graduated school and college if i can do this u can become a success aswell
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You're not a fucked up person. Don't believe that. You're going through a lot of emotional turmoil, and the thoughts in your head are not normal. It can be helped though. I think you should go see a psychiatrist. Explain to him/her what you described here, how you feel, the abnormal thoughts in your head. Don't be embarrassed, they've heard many stories like yours and worse.
I'm bipolar and I sometimes have horrible psychotic thoughts (completely different from what your thoughts are though), it's just unbearable, but I can't help or control my thinking, cause what I have is a mental illness. My doctor put me on several anti psychotics, until we finally found the right one to stop those awful thoughts. Meds aren't my first choice, but sometimes they're necessary to save your life and sanity.
Don't diagnose yourself, let a doctor do that.
Good luck! Hope you feel better :)
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