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i want die
i want to die bcz i was in merchant navy before after that i left job thn i started own business get loss in that but i still trying to achive goal but my family members all saying u destroyed your life own . who is partner with he is also my relative , he giving support to me do business, but my other family member discouraging me always . now only the thing happened i want to die.
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Get a counselor or talk to someone at a church.
I used to think about suicide as well, but I don't think I was ever as serious about it as you are. It was more of just a momentary thought than something I seriously thought I might do. My health was going down and it seemed hopeless to get better, I didn't have a job, was living with my parents, and worried that I'd never get married, have kids, or reach my other goals in life.
Before all of this was happening, my mother was very upset to find out that her bosses daughter had committed suicide less than two weeks before Christmas. The family was devastated and my mother's boss had to be on antidepressants to be able to keep going on with her life. Her father in law stated at the funeral home that he wished it had been him who had died instead of his granddaughter.
I didn't want to leave my family to have these kinds of problems because of me. I didn't want my legacy to be wimping out and committing suicide at age 25 just because I thought couldn't take my life anymore. It just didn't seem like things could possibly be so hopeless that there was no solution and that things would stay bad for the rest of my life. I wanted to experience to good parts of life and at least try to live out my dreams. Suicide was not how I wanted to leave this world. I can't really explain what exactly I was feeling, but I just didn't want to be remembered as they woman who took the easy way out and left her family and friends to suffer the consequences.
I don't know if you're a religious person, but if you are, you might pray about this. People will tell you that praying does nothing or that God can't help you, but I am living proof that that's not true. God has healed me of health problems in the past and I am confident He could he me or anyone else of anything in the future, including your kind of depression. He promises to heal us, but negative talk will prevent it from happening. You have to be positive, believe it will happen, and talk as if it already has.
My life improve after my problems started when I re- committed my life to Christ because I was confident He would help me and He did, just like He can for you. I went from wanting to die to wanting to live as long as I could, not taking a second of my life for granted, because doing God's will gave me a reason to live and it was the best reason I could have ever had.
This is a good life, you just have to hold on until you find your reason to want to live. Hang on and something will come along that makes you glad you have not yet taken your own life.
Your family sounds like they don't treat you very well, but my mother's boss and her family didn't treat their kids very well either. They played favorites and did things like that, but they were still truly upset when their daughter died. Your family may feel the same way, but even if you don't, you may have friends who do. If you don't believe you have anyone, that doesn't mean you can't in the near future. Like I said, go to church. It's a great place to make friends because people are very welcoming and friendly. God commands us to love each other and that's what good people at a good church will do for you. Try to go out and make friends in other places if you can. These people can also help you deal with your problems. What would be a better legacy to leave behind, they guy who committed suicide and left his loved ones behind to suffer for it, the guy who committed suicide and no one cared, or the guy who lived his life the best he could and died naturally, leaving loved ones to remember how strong he was and how he handled his problems well, never letting any of them destroy him?
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