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Extremely Lonley
16/F
I am extremely lonely and constantly really left out. My father works away and my mother is constantly working. I go to school and feel like everyone doesn't like me and talk crap behind my back including teachers.
I've been feeling rebellious lately and feel like everytime I go out I have to drink excessively and
do more drugs. My parents just don't care anymore and my school are just over me. I have never so suicidal before as well as lonley. Please help I don't know who I am anymore and who cares anymore .
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You sound like you could be clinically depressed. You really should go to an emergency room because you feel as though you can't function and have suicidal thoughts. They can put you on the right treatment and medication that will over time change things.
You perceive that people at school be it teachers or others don't care about you. While there may be some kids that don't overall perhaps more people care than you think but that's clouded by the depression.
I KNOW your parents care about you even if you don't think so. They are probably ill-equipped to help and don't know what to do.
When you go to the emergency room tell them that you also have an out of control alcohol and drug problem and need help with it too. They will know exactly where to send you for help.
Right now you could call Alcoholics Anonymous and tell them how old you are and you need help and likely they will refer you to their program for teens. Same thing with Narcotics Anonymous. They can provide support and resources.
Over time you will get better and will discover who you are but you've got to totally want it and be prepared for incredibly difficult work you can't give up on.
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