Cold sores are caused by one of the two common Herpes viruses.
You must NOT have sexual contact with anyone who doesn't agree, in advance, that they are willing to get herpes from you in order to be with you. Just like the person who gave this present to you... they didn't say: "Hey, you want bleeding puss filled sores on your penis, when you least expect them, for the rest of your life?" before they gave you this... but I'll bet you wish they had, right?
I am sorry this happened to you. :-(
Now is a good time to talk with your doctor and see about managing the symptoms of herpes. The sooner you handle this, the better off you are going to be. Maybe you are wrong about it being a cold sore? Best to let the doctor make sure.
I know you are probably feeling like it is, but your life isn't over. There are MANY people in your situation. So many, in fact that there are multiple places to meet singles with herpes.
... after you talk with your doctor, you might want to have a look at some of those sites. Even if you just find someone in the same position to talk with about this, that would be a great thing. [ DangerNerd's advice column | Ask DangerNerd A Question ]
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