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mental depression and frustration: How do I commit suicide without my new husband feeling bad about my death?
i am going through mental depression.i dont want to live more but i recently got married and i dont want my husband feel bad for my death.plz give me solutions what to do
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No matter what he will feel pain forever associated with such a thing. That's the burden those left behind never get over.
You are obviously in crisis where your mental illness is trying to convince you that suicide is the answer but it really isn't. You have to die to escape depression's clutches or so it's doing a number on your thinking.
Listen, I have been through hell with bipolar disorder twice. You simply can't give up like that. It's brutal dealing with a mental illness and a 24/7 job to get well and stay there. The fact is no matter what you have it does indeed get better and you can have that normal life or even better if you hang in there.
What you MUST do is tell your psychiatrist that the medication, therapy, and treatment is the wrong one for you and NOT working. Be honest about ending your life and enter into the hospital or go directly to the ER and tell them you cannot function and have desire to kill yourself and need help.
In the end through working with them and changing your medication, therapy, and counseling you can go from how you feel now to leading a productive life free of the frustrations you mention. You just have to reach out for help and accept that you need it, have to get it and that death isn't the answer to your problems. Believe me it's a horrible price to pay and your family will be permanently destroyed and husband in constant pain. You need help. Please get it. Think. Go to the ER tonight. Do yourself that enormous favor.
I'm here if you need any more help and need to vent. I can't promise to have all the answers but if anything I will listen. I've been there. There's another way.
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The solution is to get help. You deserve to be happy, not to die. Being that you're so depressed, you can't really think clearly, and suicide seems the only way out of your awful predicament. You just got married, your life is just starting, and there are many many great things in store for you.
It's not fair to have to live like this. There are lots of great people out there who want to help you. Do you really want to end your life, or do you rather want to feel good again and enjoy your life?
If you are here, there must be a reason why. Remember you are important to somebody, you are his entire world, and if you killed yourself he would be heartbroken. You can call 1800.SUICIDE or 1800.273.TALK and have a professional help you. The call is confidential, and you will get the help you need to feel better, hopefully very soon.
Good luck :)
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