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have i been hext? ir is this warfare?
OK. I need help. Answer's. From someone that speaks and listens with there heart. For I have come to a point where I don't know who to trust anymore.
My name is Daniel. I am a 25 yr old male. And I feel ad though I have been cursed. I think. Things just are not right with me like they used to. I have been one to such for the meaning of life. The reson Why were here. Why we all spin on this little planet floating in this vast never ending space called the universe. I love music. And have always had a passion making it. I am a loving person and only want what's best for me and others I encounter in this world. I've been through a lot in my short time here. And do admit that my past has not been the greatest. I have struggled a lot with addictions and selfishness. But have come to terms with knowing my wrongs and trying to be a better person. Loving myself and others. And giving Thanks to our creater every day. But I don't know what I've done so bad in my life to deserve What I'm going through right now.
I have always questioned the Bible. I belive What it stands for, but always felt there was more to the story. Things have been hidden from us. I wanted to find answers, and asked God for help. I began looking into the hole Freemason, Illuminati, hidden Agenda thing and got curious, now KNOWING things were being hidden from us. I began digging deeper and came across the whole mind control stuff and began to get a little scared. Long story short the more I started to dig into these things the more I started getting spiritually curious as Well and looked into everything from the Gnostic, to the Vedas, to ancient occultism, and organized religion as Well. I was soon obsessed with trying to see What was the truth. I know it all leads to love. But what of our history? Our true reson that were here? Well, I'm still here asking the question. But feel I have not not any closer to the truth. Just more confused. Now to my problem. During this time of exploration, I began to start seeing 11:11 a lot. As time when on, it started to become 33. Like 3:33 11:33 on digital clocks. On recipts. Everywhere. Time when on and lo and behold one night I began to hear voices. Not very nice one's. I began to feel as though I have become insane. But soon started to see that these were not voices in my head but were coming out of anything electronic. Well come to realize while doing research that I have become a f'n T.I. (targeted individual) . Now I would see where most of you would roll your eyes here and say "OK this guy really is crazy" and That's OK, I've come to tearms with that. But if people were to really take the time to do some research on technology that we are and have been capable of making such as silent sound spectrum equipment and voice to skull devices. Such as artificial telepathy technology. Anywho. Thanks not my biggest problem. I couldn't give to sh*ts about those people. My problem is What happend when I let them get the best of me. It seemed my whole recerch into the hidden agendas maybe made me a target? I don't know, and it would take me a day to tell you all the things they can do to me, and how they make me suffer. But I feel there is something unseen Working with these people. And how it ties together.All these numbers I see. To many synchronicitys happening. To many weird dreams. I'm hoping this will reach at least one person that may be able to help if not answer my question. Why is this happening to me? I have more then excepted the lord CHRIST into my heart. All I want is noting more then love and happiness in my life. To bring it to others. Why these numbers? Why am I a target? Does anyone really know What these numbers mean? Any who. I guess all I really need right now is assurance that there still is love out there in this world. Because What ever is happening to me is stressful and hard to deal with.
Love and light.
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Maybe give some free advice about: Spirituality?
"If you gaze too long into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into you." Friedrich Nietzsche I believe. You might have come across him in your searches, or possibly he might be too worldly and not spiritual enough? I reckon you've done the philosophical equivalent of reading too many medical self-diagnosis websites...and convinced yourself you've got every disease listed. Plus a few that aren't! You sound articulate & educated. Don't let an enquiring mind become 'acute paranoia'
chap. It'd be a waste.
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There is always love in this world. As well as always hope. As for the electronics, it may be that you have acute hearing. It does happen, when I was younger, I lived with a family (foster care) and my foster mother, she heard noises coming from the wires. It never made human voices, but a musical sound. Electricity coursing through. Certain resonances (sounds of frequency) can also cause discomfort as well as the possibility of hearing "voices", there have been reports of hauntings, only to find out that these frequencies have effected them, making them believe that there is/was something there, and that something happened. It was mostly due to how much electricity was coursing through. As for the times, 11:11, 3:33, 11:33 etc,..
First - 11:11 - [Link](Mouse over link to see full location)
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Second - 3:33 - [Link](Mouse over link to see full location)
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Third - 11:33 - I could not find anything on this number, other than quotes from the bible.
Here is a site that I found while searching about your numbers, perhaps this is what it really is. It all really depends on how you perceive everything. If you believe it is bad, it shall be, if you believe it's good, then it is.
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For the meaning of life, I honestly do not believe anyone will find that answer.
But honestly, I like the Dalai Lama's views.
"The purpose of our lives is to be happy."
"Find hope in the darkest of days, and focus in the brightest. Do not judge the universe."
Whatever is happening to you that is stressful and hard to deal with, let it go. If it hurts you in anyway, physically or emotionally, it's not worth grasping onto. Believe it's like your past addictions, and kick it. There's no sense in putting yourself in any form of harms way. You don't get to live the same life twice, so enjoy the one you're living.
I hope this was helpful.
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