In the meantime, suicide isn't the answer. It's never, ever, ever the answer. Want to know why? Because when you commit suicide you don't give yourself a chance to have a better life. That makes suicide like the ultimate roadblock to you actually getting what you want- so you either want a better life or you want to kill yourself, because logically you can't have both.
I hate to be blunt,honey, but you're not even technically old enough for the user agreement for this website, and you've got a hell of a lot more life to live past 12. I promise promise promise you that it gets better- so much better- the older you get. [ bubblegumdrop's advice column | Ask bubblegumdrop A Question ]
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