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About three years of addiction. 8(
I remember watching regular porn. But I remember exactly how I came across transsexual porn - by accident. And as soon as I realized what I had clicked on, I got curious and explored. That was about three and a half years ago, I was in ninth grade 8( I've always tried to stop. I've made improvements too. But I feel like I have no hop whatsoever. I'm always awkward and nervous around girls that I like, and nobody knows about this addiction to weird porn. Is there any chance that over time, I could re-stabilize and go back to the closer to "normal" life I had? It went from every single day to every weekend. There's been times where I've gone two weeks. Recently I've been having relapses though. It's like whenever something doesn't workout or I feel like I've failed at something, it makes me go home and relapse. Similar, if I'm having a good day/week, I won't do it. I've tried a few things that have helped though. I put a random password on my PlayStation's internet browser starter. And now, I've come to the conclusion that in order for me to really stop. (Seems impossible) I have to stop using the computer, stay out of my room, and avoid being alone in my room late at night. How the hell am I going to do that? I live with my parents. It happens only on my computer and in my room when I am alone. And I have to avoid those things, it never happens anywhere else. The most I can do is avoid being in the house for as long as possible. But, I eventually will have to come INTO my house to sleep. Which puts me in my room ALONE, with access to my COMPUTER. And I need my computer for homework (Stupid technology nowadays)
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hm stop doing that ,fight and don't give up
imagine that you being catch and imagine what will happen everyday before you sleep then change your hobby do another thing play video games,learn new things,join a social community or anything far from porn then you will forget about that.Just fight it's SO HARD at the begin but you will use to.So do that :)
hope I help ya
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The only one who can quit it is you. There's really nothing you can do, other than get rid of your computer all together, or just have the willpower to just stop all together. You feel like you're going to look at it? Play a game instead, or read something. But if it's something you really want to do, then learn to live with it. You don't have to let anyone know what you like. And if you're worried about being caught, always remember to clean your tracks. Such as clearing the browsing history etc. But, ultimately, the choice is up to you. It's you who has to make that final decision, continue, yes or no? ;p
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