im thinking about commiting suicide but am 12 help??
Question Posted Friday June 22 2012, 8:36 pm
i know life is short and i shouldnt but am considering it.
my life is horrible, but i have a bf, we have been going out for the past 6 months. its like he is the only person that loves me. i have cought my self fixing to commite suicide and stoped myself thinking of Devin. i feel cruel cause if my dad died i wouldnt cry as much as i did for my dog when she died. the only reason i dont is because of Devin. he makes me happy, we never fight, but if i tell him, this may be the first fight.
i know im to young to even think about it cause i havent even been introduced to the teen years.so please help me i dont know wht to do?
any advise ill be very thankful!!
alexisgirlie answered Saturday June 23 2012, 1:18 am: Hey there, sweetie. I can feel your pain. I've been there not too long ago, and I can tell you this. Suicide is not your wish, it's the wish of the animal that has taken you captive, and it is so hard to deal with him.
In order to conquer him, you need to get help for your unbearable pain. Right now, you are not even living, and you can't see the light, but with the right help, and hard work on your part, you will be happy again, and glad to be alive. Trust me, I am talking from experience.
I know what it feels like to be suicidal: the bleeding in your heart, the silent screams for help that no one hears, the delusional world you live in, and the overwhelming UNBEARABLE pain, that no one who hasn't felt it can relate to.
Remember that you are irreplaceable in this world, and you light it up just by being here. No one in the world can replace your charming laugh, your unconditional love, and your incredible kindness.
Think about this: do you rather want to kill yourself, or do you want everything in your life to work out? The second option outweighs the first a million times.
There are lots of people out there who really care about you. There are great reasons to choose life over death, and there is a way to feel better. Call 1800.273.TALK (8255) or 1800.SUICIDE (784.2433), and let us help you. You can also visit my website: www.survivethesuicideurge.org for more great tips.
You can't ignore the pain, because it's there, and it won't go away on its own. You are so young, and shouldn't be dealing with all of this alone. There is hope, and there are great things in store for you! Don't end your life here.
Xui answered Saturday June 23 2012, 12:59 am: You are 12, At this age everything seems like it's horrible.
Seriously, You think life is bad for you now? Well life just gets harder and harder as you get older. Also, How do you think your parents will feel to know that their child just committed suicide?
You are young and you are entering your teen years soon. Yes, It's pretty normal to feel like everything sucks. You just need to chill out and take it a day at a time and stop worrying so much about things. If your boyfriend makes you happy then go spend time with him and stop worry about the little things. There is WAY to much to loose in life by seeking a way out. [ Xui's advice column | Ask Xui A Question ]
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