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Failure
I feel like I am a failure at everything that I do. Everything I do seems to turn to crap. I was married and the skank left me, got pregnant by the guy she was screwing, and married a guy and has 2-3 successful business.
My brother has a successful computer business, and I have been struggling to get any number of business off the ground. I already had to close one, and cant seem to get the other three to do anything.
Everybody around me has money where I can't even keep a job. My job has been: quit, fired, fired, lost business, fired, fired, fired, fired, and now I am making less then I have made in the past 10 years. I want children, but can't, libido is in the crapper, I have jumped up to over 450lbs, can't get my current wife anything because of job situation, you name it & I suck at it. To make matters worse, I am a genius, and what do I have to show for it? Nothing.
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Hi there,
If you want to talk to someone who has had to pull themselves out of some very deep piles of crap, some similar and some different to what you are going through, then add me on Skype. My user ID there is the same as it is here: DangerNerd
I own the site you posted this on, and while I rarely get involved, due to time constraints, your situation really got to me.
I have some thoughts for you, but they are better expressed in a personal manner.
If you should decide not to contact me, then I would suggest that you talk to a counselor about this. The infidelity issue, which I am deeply familiar with, leads to an incredible mindset of failure. There is a way out of it, and even if you don't thing "counseling" will help, per say, I assure you that having someone to rant at for a solid hour is worth the price.
I have been where you are now, in many ways. I cal tell you what works for me. If you are interested, you know how to get ahold of me, and I hope you do.
DN.
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