I've been so sad, I want to die recently. I don't find any solace in the " Jesus saved me" category. What is a person like me supposed to do? I've felt this way for 15 of my 29 years. With few breaks. Your god don't love me. Or he has a fucked up way of showing it.
Ever wonder where God is when times are the toughest? Remember that the teacher is always quiet during the test.
Life is rough and God has a few answers for all of your questions and prayers: Yes, not yet, or I have something better in mind.
I highly suggest that you speak to someone, more specifically a religious therapist/counselor, or being - such as a priest or pastor depending on the denomination you once felt part of.
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