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considering suicide
im a 52 yr old with bipolar disease who has lost his job with no savings.My mother in law is trying to breakup my marriage of 27 yrs.The hounds are at my door.The electric company is coming tomorrow to cut my power off.the mortgage company wants us out.Ive applied to every business I can think of and cant even get a job flipping burgers,We will be spending Christmas on the streets so I think the best thing is for me to kill myself so my mother in law will help my wife.If im out of the picture then she will help her.I have my gun loaded and plenty of prescription meds.I just want to know the fasted and least messy way to go.Please give me some clues to make this fast and quick.Pray for my family too is all I ask.
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I feel for you in your situation, honestly. There are so many like you and your family who are truggling to cope with scraping the barest of lives, often through no fault of their own.
The fact that you took the time to write your plea for help twice tells me that you really on't want to commit suicide. As a nurse for thdrty something years, I've never seen a 'pleasant' death,there is always pain for both family and the dying person. There is also no guaranteed way of achieving a quick, clean death.
Try and speak to your wife to find out her feelings on this situation,she's in it too after all and is at least partly responsible for it.
Try to sort out the debt/eviction problem first. Look for a debt advice centre that can negotiate between you and your creditors to try and gain you a reprieve on being evicted.
I don't know the situation where you live but many towns have a 'soup kitchen'place that may also offer advice on finding a safe bed for the night for you and your wife if necessary.
By asking people to pray for your family, you obviously believe in God and probably also know that He helps those who help themselves. With help, you are able to sort this out, many others are in the same position.
This isn't much of an answer as only you know the full details of your problem but I hope this proves that people do care. Good luck and keep in touch via advicenators if you think I can help.
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Please don't there are people out there that really do love you and all you have to do is find those people. 1 thing you can do is because they are coming to shut off all of that stuff is to go to a homeless shelter and they will help out any way they can. Don't base your life all on your mother-in-law yes she may be right with the relationship or she may not. I suggest you go to a place that you believe will help you. I think the best thing for you is to go to like a shelter that helps people that are in your situation. I have a friend that has a part time job its like for the government and if small and or little business that may need someone to sweep the floors or go and do some errands for them so maybe look into that. Hope i helped.
If you need someone to talk to you can always ask me.
Hope i helped
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