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Me again! :(
So yesterday I was feeling really bad that he hadnt texted me or contacted meabout hanging out over winter break so I texted him and said goodluck on allof your exams. And he didn't respond :( I'm starting to believe he is mad at me or just moved on or something. I mean if he wanted to hamg out over break than he would respond to my text messages right?
This absolutely kills me because I know that I'm in love with him still and really wanted to see if he felt the same. I mean a month ago he was telling me he hadn't found anyone else and that he missed me.what could have possibly changed in that small amount of time? I really don't want to seem desperate so I'm not gona text him ever again.i mean if he wanted me he'd make an effort right? Especially when we are home.I'm so confused on the right thing to do cause I really do love him and want to be with him but there is so much in our way that we both have to be fully committed in order to have a functioning relationship. So I've showed him I like talking to him and now I have to wait and see if he makes an effort? I'm just so scared he won't and ill go into a worse depression.
I feel like so empty and like I'm never gonna find someone I love as much as him.this is going to sound vain but on top of the way we click and enjoyed each others company..i was really attracted to how he looked too. I mean plenty of guy friends tell me that they are interested in me but without those two things I just don't want to date them. I really feel like I'm going to be alone forever because I am too picky and I can't move on from this.
But then I start thinking of maybe hes really moved on and this love I think I felt is romanticized in my head..i mean everyone who loves me always asks why I missed him so much and he didn't treat me like he should.
I'm so scared to say anything else to him cause if he has moved on then I'm way too stubborn to admit that I haven't.
This is more of a rant but any advice would be amazing! I've been crying since yesterday :(
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Have you guys had winter break yet??
Than as soon as you let me know that, I'll give you as much advice as I can!
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