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What can I do to help myself?
I need help to give me ideas to masturbate......i need help because i need to keep myself happy most of the time now...i'm 12 years...i don't know if this all started because of a incident...i think i was 6 or 7 and didn't know of rape and all...i used to go to a friends house on the ground floor while my house was on the 2nd floor because my parents were in work when i came home...so i came to their house one day and they were late from school so iwas going to go outside the building and wait for them to come and a man stopped me and asked me if i could put a letter on top of a door and i said yes so i could help him...he then told me to keep my bag down so he could carry me because the doors were high (at this place in my building you couldnt see it from the enterance because you had to walk straight and then turn left and left againg to go to their house)...he then put one hand under my skirt in my underwear and held me there, the other hand was over my body in my shirt and holding my breast (i was small so i didn't have anything)he started messing about in my shirt and in my skirt and licked my neck i put the letter on the door and when he put me down i asked him why he did that he just said for fun..and laughed so i said ok..then when i said bye he said wait and took my hand and made me feel his "thing". i asked him to tell me why he did that and again he said it's a game and asked me if i'll play with him...so i said yes because i wa's naïve...he then unzipped his pants and made me touch it properley and told me part of the game was to suck "it" an lick "it" so i complied and he satrted thrusting in my mouth and when he reached his climax cummed in my mouth and i felt shcoked so i spat it out and he said it was part of the game...so i said okay. he then sat on the ground and made me do the same but i was facing him he then raised my skirt and made me sit on his lap facing him and started feeling under my skirt he unbuttoned a bit of his shirt then he licked my body and fingerd me...he then did this for another few minutes...and then told me he had to go and not to tell anyone so i said yes..later when i was old enough i realised what happened and was ashamed to tell anyone and i haven't but evr since i felt like i need some movements on me and all and pleasure my self using water spray
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