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heartache-off and on
My boyfriend of a year and a half broke up with me on tuesday and I haven't been doing too well..
He actually did it for reasons I can understand. He has had a drug problem and been trying to get a hold of it and he also feels like hes not going anywhere in life and since im in college, he is "holding me down". He told me he wanted to better himself and that one day he wanted to make it work between us again because he really loves me and could see himself spending the rest of his life with me. I was crying a lot and stayed with me for about an hour just trying to comfort me. but eventually he left and of course I was still crying. He was up in my town visiting me and said he was going home (this was on tues) but this morning I woke up and something I accidently left in his pocket was outside my door. So it means he was really just hanging out with his friends all week, which im not gonna lie hurts. It especially hurts because he was right in front of my door and didn't come in and say anything. We have been off and on before and he always ends up coming back saying he wants to better himself while dating me and that hes scared to lose me. This time I just felt so much more real. I'm so confused and hurt. I don't know how to explain it but I know I can't be with him right now because he will keep doing this, but I still long for his return and wonder if he ever will. I'm so heartbroken and sad and I know talking with friends helps, but they are all tired of hearing about it. And my mom just tells me to move on. But I can't. Do you guys think he will come back within a month? Normally he only leaves for like a week and then calls me :/
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Yeah he'll come back, and then leave again. Sorry but the whole "I'm holding you down" thing is only a step above "It's not you, it's me" as far as breakup cliches go.
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