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i hate my life and i want to die
Im 10 and im allready trying to kill myself. It feels like my life has ended cause i lost everything that matters to me. It feels like my soul is all darknessn now. I changed and i feel that im like evil now and i want to be alone. I want to kno the quickest and least painful way to die (other than old age).Any kind of magic or anything i cant stand my life any more. I wanted to try if witchcraft would work but i dont have wat i need.
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You're ten years old. Being suicidal and having depressive tendencies is not normal, even more so for a person of your age.
We all have made mistakes in life and we all have to go through the emotional and mental process of the consequences of those mistakes. Part of growing up is learning to handle our emotions, deal with situations and learning lessons. Making mistake is how we learn. At your age theres very little you could have done that cant be forgiven.
No matter what age we are, until we die we are constantly maturing and learning - life has so many lessons to teach us. We live in a society if luxury but when it comes down to it life is simply about survival; we have to learn how to stay alive and make a life for ourselves which includes going through the bad things as well as the good.
You are going to grow and as you do you will change dramatically in every way. Deciding who you are right now is now who you will be in ten years time and believe it or not, we have much more control over who we are and what we do in life than we might think.
Things may seem bleak for you just now but things can get better. There are so many people in this world from all different backgrounds and ages who have gone through difficulties and mental illness and come out the other side stronger and happier. There are ofcourse mental illnesses that are terminally inflicted on a person but you are far from being one of them. What you're going through can get better.
You need to talk to your parents or another adult about this that you trust 100%. You cant bear this burden on your own. There are adults that specialise in understanding how your mind, body and emotions work. They can help you understand yourself where you cant. There are many people around you who can help and you have such a bright future ahead of you; you havent even begun to experience what life really is yet. You just gotta let someone in and ask for help.
And, by the way, magic isn't real and there isnt a person on here that would help you commit suicide. Not only is it irresponsible, its against the law.
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Other than the onset of puberty what in you life has changed to make you feel this way. Your melodramatic statement your "soul is in darkness" does not say much. Are you trying to say you have changed from good to evil.
Frankly I don't believe that. We all have some evil in us though for the most part we are good. You are 10 years old; what could you possibly done to make you feel this way?
I'm old enough to be your grandfather and I can tell you there is not much you can have or could not do that we cannot fix or forgive. No matter what you may have done your family will always love you. They may not like you at the moment for what you may or may not have done but there is a difference between like and love.
Suicide hurts the people that love you. No matter what you think you are loved and cared about. I care about you or I wouldn't take the time to write you. The same is true for any other advisor that writes to you. We care about the people we answer.
Go to your parents and tell them what is going on with you and how you feel. Yes, tell them you are trying to hurt yourself. If fro some reason they should tell you to stop being silly then pick up the phone an cal 911.
Tell the call taker what and how you feel. They will take you seriously and send the proper help to your home.
I and the rest of the advisers are always here to help you with advice and answers whenever you need them. Hurting yourself is not the solution getting help is the solution.
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