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i feel like my life is a mistake so i want to die
what is the most painless way to die without anyone knowing it was suicide?
i have been having a headache for more than a year now, i can't fully express my emotions, i feel no joy in my life it's just boring and useless, lots of people give me attention that annoys me, i have been having no dreams and everytime i sleep its just darkness for the entire time, i have already tried starving myself but it didn't work, i feel like i'm one step away from death but i want to take the next step, i can't control my face expressions every day people see my face they think i'm happy, but i'm not just want to die, i don't like my name no name seems to fit me, i have been holding in anger for years but have no clue where its coming from, i have given good advice to people of why not to kill their self even though i don't have a reason for myself, i barely ever know what i'm thinking about, all i know is my mind has been thinking about what way i should die, i may smile at people but its because thats my way of saying goodbye right now, i have done many things in my past that may seem fun but to me its just a tease, i feel like life is just a routine, i hope today or soon i could just fall asleep and never wake up, i don't even think i want a funeral for me cause i don't want anyone to feel sad after i die, sometimes i do things then later forget i ever did them, everytime someone tells me something i may be listening but its like my mind is pushing the words out the other ear without my control, thanks for reading this and please tell me the most painless way to kill myself
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listen, i don't know what has happened in your life to make you feel this way, but you have experienced it because you are strong enough to do so. what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger. since you haven't passed, you must be a VERY strong person. why would somebody want to throw that away? why would you want to throw away that strength? what you need to do is get up off that chair, couch, or whatever you are sitting on, and go walk around.if you live in the suburb, look at the trees and the children playing in the street. or if you are in the city, look at the sky, feel the sun beam onto your face. when it rains, go out and feel the water beads bounce off your face. this world holds beauty, don't give it up. when it is time for you to pass, you will. but for now, open your eyes,look at the world. there is more than your bedroom in this world. so go out and explore it. you'll be glad you did.
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please do not go through with this! If you truly do feel this way though, talk to someone. And if you don't want to tell them straight up that your thinking about suicide, just vent about your problums. I also used to think about suicide, but I got through it by doing something I love, which is acting. I am currently enrolled in theater classes and I even got a role in a musical earlier this year. It gave me hope. Good luck and stay strong!
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Hey,
Are you listening to yourself? You need a strong WAKE UP CALL and someone to talk to. Someone real. I strongly suggest you get offline and find someone to talk to. Just vent and ask them to listen. No one here will tell you what's the most painless way to kill yourself (unless they need help themselves.) I'm here if you want to talk, message me and we can arrange some online chat thing if you're up for it.
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