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My ex boyfriend
In seventh grade i had my first boyfriend. We dated for two months and i broke up with him. I was twelve and he was fifteen. He was my first boyfriend and first kiss. I still liked him a lot when i broke up with him. and i didn't want to brake up with him but it was just one of thoughs things i felt was needed. Anyway after we broke up i got home schooled and hadn't seen or talked to him. i am now in ninth grade, and saw him the first day of school for the first time since we had broken up. Hes a really quiet guy, like really quite and you think he like doesn't have emotions. I said said hi to him that day just "hi" nothing eles. and now I'm 3 months into school and we don't even say hi to each other talk anything. we have a class together but its a computer class and we sit on opposite sides of the room so we never can talk in that class besides at the end of the day (its our last period). I always think about him and if we were to get back together etc. but we never talk and he never try's to talk to me so it makes me think he hates me thinks I'm ugly just doesn't like me. I talked to my mom about this and she said it could be because I broke up with him. and it's hard to deal with and that hes really shy. but i don't know it's confusing i just really wish we became friends again or something. Also i notice he will like look over to were i am sitting, and one time i was walking to the bus he was in front of me with his friend and he turned around saw me then said something to his friend and they both turned. then one time same thing walking to the bus they were in front of me they stopped so i would go ahead of them and walked behind me... like what does this all me? does he like me? is he scared to talk to me? (he is REALLY quite like even his sisters say that)does he hate me? or am i just reading in to what he is doing to much? am i not over him even after all these years?
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i think you just want to have the feeling of a boyfriend and hes the closest thing to that so you think you like him but i think you just want to have some contact with him.
i think you should let him talk to you first because if he really did still like you he would grow some balls and atleast say hi.
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