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Dream Interpretation...???
SORRY!!! I know this is long... but I wanted every single thing I can remember... Just in case, I guess...Again, sorry it's so long...
This is a reoccurring dream I've had for awhile now, and I know it's long.. but I sleep until the afternoon...so I guess my mind has a lot of time. But once in awhile, I only have the ending (I'm basically in his arms the whole time, just crying silently) But usually, it's the whole story...and I can't figure out what it means! Nor why it won't leave me alone! For the record; I'm 16. And I had broken up with my ex boyfriend (the first person mentioned) beCAUSE he was too nice and such. He didn't have much fun, or anything. And a couple days ago I got a prank call and it wasn't until a few days later I learned it was him...I never would have guessed him, it's not how I thought he was...It confused me.
A man, an ex boyfriend who's a "goodie" and an utter gentleman (real life), sees me kiss another boy (I was teaching him how to kiss, because he wasn't confident in how he did. And he wanted to impress a girl, when he got one...) and [my ex] gets angry and shoves me against the wall hard enough to make me cough up blood and then continues by forcing himself inside of me. He's wearing protection, surprisingly, but in the process of me trying not to show the pain/fear and his thrusting; the protection pops.
Finally he stops, and walks away (obviously in guilt, but my anger from his actions blinds me of this at the moment) and I run after him with the last ounce of strength I can muster and grab him by the back of his shirt and yank him back - causing him to stumble back. I shove him on a table (in the park by my house, with picnic tables) stomach down and bend his arms back (like you tend to see in cop shows) and push on it until he yelps. In blind anger, I yell at him - telling him if he doesn't pay for the child, if a child forms, he's going to die. Then shove him towards the direction he was leaving, and he runs away (and stumbles once) and when he's out of sight, I cling to the boy (of whom I was originally kissing) completely out of strength and still bleeding, and in pain. I lean on him and he holds me up.
Suddenly, an ambulance appears out of no where, seemingly, and I pass out (I guess) and wake up in the hospital. I notice my cell phone on the table, but can't find the energy to pick it up. Not long later, a doctor comes in and informs me I am, in fact, pregnant. I look at my cell phone on the side table, as soon as the doctor leaves, and pick it up and instantly dial the number of the only person I can think of to calm me down. As the phone rings, I recall the events that occurred to put me on the hospital bed, and by the time he answers (a small part of me feels surprised he answered, because he has been very bust lately) I'm sobbing. I ask him to shoot me in nine months. Right away, he says no and is about to ask why, when the "nine months" sets in. Then I ask if he can shoot the guy who did it, to which he agrees (but obviously has no intent on doing). After crying through the phone, while trying to tell the whole story clearly, I ask him if he can tell his busyness to pause for a bit and come hold me.
To my surprise, he agrees and sounds serious. Then tells me to take a deep breath, and get some sleep. When I awake, I am being held by him. Nothing spoken, no words, nothing. Then some weeks pass, and I've calmed down, and I am able to leave the hospital. He says a couple more days, just to be sure, then leaves when he's sure i'll be okay. Not long later, I learn my best friend of 3/4 years is on his way to see me, as well. When his plane lands, I'm there to greet him. And he greets me, by placing a diamond ring on my left ring finger. (He has proposed before, real life, but it had only been a joke). I stare at him blankly, as he grins down at me.
He gets a hotel room, until he can get a house, and I spend my days there with him. Talking, joking, playing video games, and laying on his chest with his arm around me, telling me it'll be okay. He tells me when I turn 18, we will marry (on Halloween day, saying it's just so fitting for the two of us).
As time goes faster, I find myself at six months and lacking the physical sign (an enlarged abdomen) but yet can feel the kicks, as well see the child when going in for ultra-sounds (it kicks once, and there is one image of the child's ultrasound that floats around once through the dream).
And then, I find myself once again laying in my soon-to-be-husband's arms. The child will be born within the month (you can feel it in the air) we simultaneousness look down at my flat abdomen, and he says she is simply to shy to show herself to the world just yet. She doesn't want the attention, she's still too shy. So I asked "what's a good name for a shy little girl, then?" to which he replies "Sara" and then I wake up.
Let me know if you have questions, too!! ):
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ok. this is a weird dream. but actually pretty interesting since there is so much to the story.
im going to try to figure it out from the beginning. . .
as for the rape thing it sounds like you believe that you have been wronged by a guy (not necessarily physically) but something along the lines of you feel mistreated.
for the hospital thing i would think that you have come into a problem in your life (since you, as well as myself are 16 im thinking about guy drama or just drama in general) or you have to prepare yourself for something to come.
pregnancy makes me think of you entering a new stage of your life or you taking over a new goal or obstacle that you are trying to get through which ties in with the hospital part. maybe you are in a tough mental state of mind and need a breather from all the stress happening.
the engagement to your friend may describe that you are feeling lonely or just need security. it doesnt mean that you like your bff but that maybe you know that he would always be there for you and that thats what you want in a real relationship.
for the kissing the dude thing, im going to guess that it might be talking about the fact that you might need change, that you feel trapped and you just need to take a breather for a second adn take time to think for yourself for a chance.
i hope this helped. sorry if it didnt apply for you but i thnk it makes sense.
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