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tired of the same old thing
Here's the question . I work two jobs and I'm tired of the same old thing day in day out its like nothing changes I need some meaning in my life but don't know where to start you see its like all my likes are becomeing dislikes everything that I loved has been taken from me my family disowend me my ex wife did some wrong things to hurt me I haven't seen my daughter since she was three she's twelve now and its not because of me its because she had me charged with injury to a child witch I never did she did this because she wanted me out of the picture she planed it this way her and her lover now the courts won't let me see my owen daughter cause the took her side not mine so now I have nothing to look forward too just rejection after rejection and I don't think I could ever trust anyone again iv been used and hurt way too many times by the ones I thought I could trust and the thing is nobody brlives my side of the story of happend years ago
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first off, i am sincerely sorry for the way things are going for you. life is a bitch and at some point, we all come to that realization. every parent deserves to see their own child, whether they did or didn't do something to them. don't get me wrong, i highly doubt you did whatever your ex wife said you did. you sound like you'd be a loving father.
this is what i'd do if i was in your position. gather whatever money you have in your bank, and relocate. complete new place, where you can start a completely new life. it will be a little tough at first, but you'll start to love it. somewhere far away where you are now. this isn't the same as running away from your problems. this is coming into contact with your grief and finding some way to move on from it. moving on can be the biggest relief in life you'll ever feel. and although you'll miss your daughter, maybe when she gets older, she'll decide she'll want to meet you. most children do. her mother will probably lie to her, but one way or another, you WILL see her again. i promise you that.
when you leave, if you take this advice, try to use your old jobs as references to get a new job, something you've never tried, like bartending or something. i dunno if you've tried that or not, i'm just spitballing. or you could go back to school to get a new diploma.
anyways, again, you have my deepest sympathies, and i wish you the best of luck.
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