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dream interpretation (yeah, another one. bear with me) (this is not the dream, this is just an explanation) so my friend at school, R, and my other friend J are going out. we're all friends, but R recently went to rehab and so its just been me and J hanging out most of the time. also, i went through a bad breakup recently, so that might have something to do with this, if that helps.
this is the dream:
J and i went on vacation with my family. we were in a pretty messy room that was connected to a bathroom, without a door. there was all this junk everywhere. i think we were somewhere in the woods, in a cabin. anyways, my parents were downstairs along with my sister. it was kinda dark outside, and there were no lights on the inside. J and i start messing around, like getting into the missionary position with out clothes on, and then he says "wanna seal the deal?" which i'm guessing meant he wanted to fuck, and i said "what about R?" and he's like "oh, good point" and gets off of me. then i go to the bathroom and took a shower. when i came back, J was still on the bed and i got on top of him and we took off eachother's clothes and started having sex. i couldnt feel anything, but we kept going. then iheard my little sister coming upstairs and he pulled it out, and i swear, it was about as big around as a pencil and as long as my middle finger. and so i'm thinking "thats why i didnt feel anything" and then he disappears and my family and i start picking up all the junk laying around everywhere and pack up and go home.
*end of dream*
anyone know what any of this might mean? it might be totally pointless, but it confused me because i dont feel that way towards J and i wouldnt ever do anything to hurt R. thanks for any answers.
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Maybe since J and you have been hanging out so much you're worried that he may have feelings for you hence the sex part of the dream and you rejecting, and you're worried you'll do something stupid with him one day but you won't feel anything because you don't have any feelings for him and he doesn't really have any feelings for you because he just left before you guys packed up and went home. If you feel like you two are getting too close or your teenage hormones are raging just because his girlfriend went to rehab then just don't hang out alone or try to keep hanging out to a minimum. Good luck. Hope I helped? That's just my interpretation but I could be totally wrong. ]
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