I know the feeling...I'm sorry, I know it feels horrible because you never expect to break up with someone when you are so in love with that person. But honestly most people don't marry their first love or the person they lose their virginity to :(. I know I thought I would. I really really believed that my first was the one but he really wasn't and that's okay. I know it probably sounds unrealistic now but pretty soon you'll have a crush on another guy. Love is just one of those things in life that it terribly hard to figure out and it takes a while before most of us get it right. But as long as you reassure yourself that there is still love out there for you, you'll be closer and closer to finding it again. Allow yourself time to heal and try to enjoy your life and appreciate it. Pretty soon you'll feel so much better, I promise.
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