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I really can't think of a better solution than to die...
Dramatic, I know I'm there, though. One more moment of being in this life may be the final straw. I really want to end this before anyone gets hurt, or I waste anyone Else's time. I'm quite literally, a waste of space and would truly love to allow the world some more psychic energy to do something good with, rather than continuing to sit here and waste valuable resources.
I know that it is considered by many to be selfish, but I truly believe this case is an acception to that rule.
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I've been in your exact position before. It's hard for people to understand who haven't been through it. But I'm telling you, no matter how much you doubt this, you CAN get better. I can't stress that enough. I've been in such low points, I couldn't imagine any better solution than to die. There are so many options: you can see a therapist, they will evaluate you, and perhaps give you medication. It was nice to have someone to tell everything to, and they deal with so many people, that they can make you realize things that may change your outlook on a lot of things. I don't know what your religion is, but I know that praying got me through a lot of it. Or help others. If you start helping others, it could make you feel better about yourself. Always remember, there is someone worse off than you. Your job is to overcome things that knock you down. Just don't make any huge decisions yet. You may feel completely different in a year.
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this is no acception to the rule. in fact, anyone acting like this is no acception. its never an acception. its wrong, and it not only destroys you, but everyone around you and involved with your life. you aren't wasting valuable resources, you're asking us for help. help we love to give, thats not taking us for granted. you ask for help, we help you. we wouldn't be on this site if we didn't want to help.
you're right, it's very selfish. you're only thinking of yourself, and no one else around you. you aren't thinking of how everyone else around you is going to feel.
dont end your life like this. you can do things to help you regain what you think you've lost. get closer to friends, and even make new ones. join a club or group you enjoy doing. and i recomend you seeing a therapist, they could really help you with the way you are feeling.
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its not an acception. it is selfish. it is dramatic. iv had alot of friends kill themselves and i can tell you it is horrible. its horrible on parents , on friends, even pets if you have them. you will absolutely destroy your family, they will never be the same. even if theres only one person who cares about you, think about how your actions would affect that person. if you think youre "sitting here wasting valuable resources" then quit being lazy and get the hell up and do something. harsh, i know, but you really arent thinking of anyone but yourself. enroll yourself in a program youre interested in, a sport, a craft, a hobby. not only will you occupy time, but youll meet alot of people you can relate to because of common interest. the people who tell you that you are a waste of time is simply the result of the nut their mother should have swallowed :) keep your head up and get through this, one day youll be better for it.
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