To question everyday to myself, why should I be alive? I'd be better off dead. & Happier. I have no one I can trust, to talk to. I don't want to get sent to rehab, or a physicatric center. I just want to be happy, I have a counselor, but I don't want to talk to her anymore. She doesn't help, It's wasting my time. I have one teacher I can talk to, but all she does is tell me that excerise will clear the mind, no. It doesn't. I'll run, then come home and cut myself. & My heart is pumping so fast, I cut deeper. Who should I talk to? How can I talk to this teacher? Will she even give a shit? I'm not sure what else to do. Once you reply, I'll check back and answer any other questions, your advice is amazing- and I'm hoping you can help solve some of my issues. <3
Why should you be alive? Because you're here for a reason, you're young, and you have SO much left to live for. Think of how much you still have ahead of you- prom, graduation, college, getting married, a job, children, your entire LIFE is still ahead of you. Life is such a beautiful gift, and everybody takes it for granted. You just need to stop, look around, and enjoy all the beauty in the world.
As far as your counselor situation, if you want a new counselor, get a new counselor. If exercising doesn't help you, do something else. Find a PASSION. Try writing, drawing, singing, an instrument, cleaning, something-anything that gives you pure joy.
A question I do have, though, is how do you go about talking to this teacher? Like, what do you say to her and what does she say back? Send me another inbox and I'll try my best to keep helping you out :)
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