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About a guy, I hardly knew..but I still think about
basically a few months back,
I had 2 auditions to get into 2 different performing schools
I remember on the opening day, there was this really goregous guy ( I am not usually like this)
and he wore a hoodie which said dance on the back of it, :) So I was happy, because Iove to dance too....
That was about december.
Then in February...When I Had My Audition, He Turned Up - He had his on the same day!! :)
I am a very confident person, so during our audtion there were about 30 people with us. I spoke to everybody, so did he. Apart from eachother. I never usually judge a guy by his image, but he was soo nicee :) Maybe I was excited at the fact he was attractive and shared the same interests as me.
During the auditions...we kept making eye contact and smiling..haha sounds pathetic
And when everybody was given a chance to interact with eachother...we did we everybody.
Then I went over to stand next to him because I wanted to see if he spoke to me.
Both of us looked at eachother, leaned against the wall in silence. Didn't say anything.
At the end, I went up to tell him I thought he was an amazing ballet dancer..but I couldnt find him...I never usually like someine, especially when I dont even know him...But I dont know..I liked him...I kind of forgot about him
Then In March, at my second audtion, I walked through the hall way...and he was there. OMG.
I was like wooowww :) Destiny or what? I mean same time, and everything - different town!
When he saw me, he came over and waved at me, smiling meekly. I thought he didnt even really notice me that much. We made small talk..you know..and it was really good. There were a few people along with us..I asked for everyones number, excpet his. Because he was called to do his dance piece so I was gutted - even his parents and mine were getting on.
He was just such a lovley person. He said out of the 2 schools (A AND B) he's go to A. Same as me. But unforutnatly I didnt get in..so I am going to B. I said to him, I knew I wouldnt get into A so I KNOW I was going B.....
Well a friend of mine got into A...I love her to bits - but she isnt that amazing(sounds kind of unfair..I'm just weighing up the facts)..but he was - so my guess is he got into A...
So I'm in B..but I am sure he is in A.
It's june now...and I still think about him- because I know there is a small chance that he will be there in september...
Also my friend that got into A said you are allowed to bring someone on campus every week - so even if he doesnt go to my school, I can come over with her...and he could be there...
I'm really attracted to him,
and I dont know what to do. Its pathetic of me really to be sort of like this..but I just dont knw?
Is it ok to think about someone I only knew for 2 days?
If he doesnt go to my school, he'll be at the one my friend is at - i know..I could see him if I visited one day. If you want something..you need to go out and get it - and I could get it.
There is a chance, but I look at myself and I think its a little obessive isnt it?
Maybe I am overwhelmed we have so many interests.
What should I do, what are your views?
I am never usually like this...never.
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I am in the exact same siuation as you. No matter how cheesey it sounds, its like not seeing him, then just being so close to telling him something, makes you fall in love. I've been there, done that, still going through it now.
More than likely, he will be there. And yes, it's okay to think about him still, sometimes you can't help it.
But I'm just being honest, you WILL eventually forget about him. So don't hold back, because after all of this, there is a large chance you will never see him again. So get his number now, hang out with him. Even if you think he isn't into you, he might be taking the same thing. Don't make the mistake I did.
Good luckk. [;
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What happens if he didn't make either school? What do you do then?
I'm teasing, though it is a possibility.
If you think it's worth it, why not go for it?
You only live once! =]
--Jack
(17/m)
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lol child chillll! Obsessive? I personally wouldn't consider it obsessive. I look at it as a guy sparked your attention which apparently is hard to do according to you, you kept seeing him at all these dance try out things, so you sorta took it as a sign of destiny and such...I mean, I would totally think the same thing!
You know where to find him, go for it! ;)
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