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im guessing this is why they call it "shit hits the fan", dont care though
ok well ill start out with I GOT PROBLEMS!! and i dont exactly give a shit. god knows why! lol
ok well the past couple of months have been... interesting to say the least... iv broke up with my so called best mate because he has been a complete wanker to me the past half year and a bit, so were not friends any more. and tonight the girl i like found out that i told the girl she hates somthing that she said about her. so shes annoyed as crap with me and i started out feeling like oh god... its been half an hour and i dont actually give a shit! i feel great!
so i guess i have 2 questions.
i know im going to be feeling the effects of her trust being completl'y lost in me (which concerns me quite a bit i guess but as i said im not too botherd about anything now) is there any way that i can say, win her trust back no matter how long it takes kus when we started arguing i told her that i still liked her alot and was hoping that it was gonna die down because she has a BF, then she tells me that she thouht she liked me too today untill this (which didnt effect me too bad :S)
and my second question is, why dont i give a damn? could it be that i'v had so much stress with tellin me ex-mate to bite the big one that i just nutralised all other emotions for everyone else? kus im quite a sensative guy i guess (Which is probably why most people think im gay or somthing... IM NOT! lol) and its not normall for me to feel this, uncaring, towards some body i feel this much for... im almost hoping that reality slaps me in the face tommorow and i give out of this stupidity, kus iv probbaly just ruined my best chance of getting the girl i like and i dont care?? what the hells up with that.
well im jabberin a bit now, hopefully your interpretaions are most level headed than my stupid state im in now. thanks for your time for reading this far and answers and your interest in my question.
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You might get hit by relay-depression I'm not sure what causes it but it's happened to me not to long ago. I moved about a month ago and i thought everything was fine. then about 2 weeks after i moved it started to hit me how bad it was and how much i miss all my friends and my girlfriend. I went into a deep depression phase for like 2 days (I was crying uncontrolably, I couldn't get my mind off my friends and my gf, I constantly had thoughts of how much i hate my mom, and how much I hate where i live now.) I'm not sure what causes it but im sure u will get hit by the relay pretty soon.
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