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ANti Social Personality Disorder
Yeah gday. I was just wondering if, as I replied to another topic concerning not feeling emotions and anti social personality disorder, do you feel emotions in music? There seems to be little hints in it for me, and I was wondering if you did.
Also is there any change on how bad it gets? Seeing as it's been getting worse since ( or better for me, I quite enjoy it most of the time, actually pretty much all)I was 8, and I'm currently 15, so yeah.
Regards, TheseFewPresidents
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Firstly, I would like to state that I use the term Anti Social Personality disorder VERY lightly, as you and I fit in only to a great deal of this disorder. For now, don't view this as something that fits into any specific psychological category, just an anomaly. As for feelings in music, absolutely. Music is one of the few things that makes me feel human, normal like everyone else. I taught myself piano at a young age and have become incredibly well performed in this area. I have been brought to tears while playing Chopin. Literally. I don't know what it is about music, more than likely an adrenal response to crescendos and decrescendos, large fortes, I have no idea. But yes, music most definitely holds something special for me, clearly. It's interesting knowing that is has the same effect on someone with the same condition as me. As for getting worse, or better as it were, it does. I believe this is our fault though. Rather than seeking out a means to fix this, you and I let it take its course, finding various advantages within it. I don't want a cure, I love the way I am and I find it very advantageous ninety percent of the time. Because of this, I believe we become more detached from the rest of the world, fueling the fires that suck the oxygen of our emotions away. I have hit a sort of standstill with it as I am right now, ten years into the condition hitting me. I have not gotten any better or worse, so to speak, in around two years. If it runs the same course for you as it did for me, don't expect any changes in a few years. If you don't mind I would like to keep in touch with you and hear your progress.
Best of luck,
Nick
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