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i think i forgot how to be in a relationship
on 2/13/06 i got my first boyfriend. i was 14, he was 17 and we were set up through friends. it was something like..we met on saturday and were going out on monday with no talking in between. we went out for 4 months and it was really akward for a really long time until we got to know each other. we broke up in may.
two and a half years later (Oct/Nov of 08) i had a fling with my best friend. i'm not sure what to call it. we acted like we were dating, if people asked we would say we were together and we were basically together 24/7.
Now today i started going out with one of my best friend's boyfriend's best friend. we met a while ago, october i think, at a party. just a quick introduction. then we all went bowling together this past saturday, and then we hung out monday at my friend's house and then today we all went out to eat after school and then went to his house. and now we're going out. And i just realized that i don't even remember what its like to be dating someone. its been 3 years since i could say "i have a boyfriend". i still don't know him well and we've only hugged, but i can tell he wants to kiss me but hes too respectful to just go for it.
i dont know what to do with a boyfriend! (not like THAT...i know how to do THAT). but i dont know how to act. i know be myself and i've been nothing but myself.
i dont even know what im asking! haha
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You might be feeling this way because of how it ended with the other boyfriends, or you may be acting this way because there's no spark. sometimes cemetery really makes all the feelings in a relationship, you may feel it as soon as the first time your eyes meet or you may feel it when your not expecting it. but if there is a "spark" between you two, you will feel it sooner or later. if the problem is because of the others, you need to get out of your comfort zone and really go for it, this will walk you all those senses that were sleeping and make you feel what you were feeling before or it might even make you feel better about a relationship. also you could be feeling this just because your relationship with him hasn't got that far yet, but if that is the problem you just have to wait it out.
Hope, i helped.
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