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My true love wants to be just friends and its my fault!!
Me and ex are both 17 and seinors in high school! We had been going out for 3 years and two months until one day on Christmas eve when we were giving each other presents, she said she does not love me like she used to and we should just be friends. I had no idead it was coming and it hit me like a trian. We were perfect for each other, we did everyting together for 3 years and she just decided she does not want to be with me. Whats killing me indside is I think it was my fault that she stopped loving me. I wasent myself the past couple months before we broke up. I started to take her for granted and stop doing nice things a boyfriend should do. I blamed everything that went wrong on her, and that will make anyone fall out of love. About a month after Christmas we went to the same party and i did horrible things. I walked around the party threating to kill any guy that would talk to her. two days later we went out for breakfast where i gave her a letter telling her how i feel. she said i would have to get use to her seeing other people. Now i cant get anything done, im doing bad in school, i cant ever sleep for more then an hour or so and this pain has to stop. Now i know we could fall back in love, but i dont know what to do to get there. I am trying sooo hard but nothing i seem to do is working. I feel like it is up to me to get love starting again. She is my dream girl and i really dont want to let her go. We loved each other so much and its my fault she stopped. She meet me for lunch today and it was a little weird, but overall we had a good time. She said we cant just meet like this every weekend. I just dont want to give up hope that we can be together some day because we loved each other so much. What can i do to make this pain go away????????
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Listen its not your fault that she stopped being in love . You cant control what she thinks and how she feels . You cant only control your self . And yes maybe you could of calmed down for those couple of months you guys were together . Maybe she need some time to think about her decsion maybe shell come back
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