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SO STUPIT!!
Hey its soon too be typing but i did speak to my ex bf that i was deeply inlove with, he told me he can't be in a relationship because his going to leave school and he needs to do better and i respect that oh and did i tell you his friend told him me and him were having a thing i told him its a lie so that changed also the way he felt about me and he lost that hope and love and ignored me that made me worst and sad but i try my best keep smiling,and at a friends house we kissed because we never saw each other in a while and i wanted to make him get that feeling that i was longing for, but seems like that was for nothing i felt hurt I STILL want to HOLD HIM i want just that feeling from his side instead just rejecting side from him...He told me about a party ima go saturday i can't wait i want to look drop dead sexc for him but i have a feeling his going to keep rejecting me and i want us to be friends really bad, even if he doesnt want a relationship thats why im seeking that love attentions i can't believe his friends sed that SHIT about me but i just hope and pray we either good friends or together but doesnt seem he will listen to me his friends always been rude and dis respectful towards me but some of them are totally nice im getting there and it's amazing i can move on because other guys asking me on dates but i reject them because i still don't find myself intrested in anybodi but him I know om so damn stupit but his the guy that i only like and want at the moment WOW im such a wimp i can't let go and he did but i don't know now about this party it's not a good idea but i see away to patch it right but that will never happen ever...i NEED YOU TO HELP ME ANYWAY IN EVERYWAY i want to get away and saturday im going to turn my head and never LOOK BACK or is that a bad idea???
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I know that you don't want to hear this, but going to this party is an AWEFUL idea. It's obvious this guy is just jerking you around. and i hate to be insensitive but i don't think his friend said those things. It sounds to me like he's looking for a way to make you seem like the bad one.
I know you trust him, its because you love him. Thats normal and it's ok. But there comes a time when we get tired of hurting and being made a fool of by love. I think you are there, and if you are, don't go to this party. It's just going to be another heartbreak. And i know you think that it'll hurt to give him up, but it's going to hurt trying to get him back too. Atleast when you hurt alone you save your pride and your taking a step forward...not back.
I can't tell you what to do, that is ultimately up to you, but i can tell you that going to that party is a bad idea. Stay home or go out with friends, just don't let this guy trick you again. Remember hurting is healing. So just cry until you can't anymore, and then cuss him until your not mad anymore, and love him until you can't feel the pain anymore. After you've done all that, go on one of those dates!
good luck, hope it helped
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