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My Train of thoughts
Okay.. For along time now I always seem to talk to my self, not in public but inside. well thing is that I seem to act like I am talking somone I know and no i don't hear anybody talk about. I talk back for them and thing is. i know I shouldn't do stuff like that. and I seem to but try to stop but I think to much and I don't think bad thoughts ok maybe little sometimes. I can't seem to stop talking to my self and let it run. I try you know listen music play video games and watch tv but i seem do it same time everything I do. i mean i try to just sit and not have no thoughts so ever. I just thought maybe anybody give me GOOD reason stop talking to my self and way I think and maybe way I pretend people saying this and that. I know one reason I know god know what i am saying and he knows before i even say but i need more reason then that to. i don't know if it be HEalth reason could it? i know there people out there talk to them self in public sometimes i don't want that happend to me. i try to get in the real world but not much me to do. I don't go any where I don't drive. i mean mom take me places and I babysit. thing is when i am babysitting i seem talk to my self try not to. it so hard.. i mean i was little i was always talking to the mirror and my parents thought just a phase but it gotten worst as i got older. that one thing i want to change. i try yoga it help sometimes. i try Breathing excerize. i try let thing just happend but soemtimes it just keep coming back.. I feel like i just can't do anything i want to do. there one time in my life i kept my self busy not talk to my self. ithink few times. i want a routaine and yet i want something that just i let me be not let my mind control me. I know i go docter for it. but i think i just want somone talk to. i mean i know i can talk to god. but it just hard i don't hear anything back. i do have fever frineds that i talk to but somtimes they don't have answers i am looking for. i know not everyone dose. sometimes i like to read and but i am afraide i be reading wrong thing and reading to much in to it i seem take things little to serouly anymore. it like books on self help or heath stuff somtimes people thin to much of it. you know? i know i do belive in my self. sorry this is long. anybody can help me understand let me know.
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if it makes you feel better ill explain my situation. i am 17 years old and i have a son. i get "visions" like i want to cut a orange to eat but before i go to do it ill see my self cutting my finger or hand and bleeding and then ill be to afrid to do it or i want to go out side and sit on the balcony and ill see a spidar attacking me ( im terrifid of spidars) so i wont do it. ill talk things out in my head talk to my self like my fiance got mad at me that i wouldnt have sex with him one night i just wanted to watch a movie and i had to talk it over in my head and convince my self to do it. ive talked to my self in a mirror before it takes time to control the type of thing. a doctor could really help and when explaining it to him dont leave a detail out. good luck... need to talk i have myspace www.myspace.com/countrybabe1560
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