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dearr lordd what do i doo
oh myy. alright well.me and my boyfriend were togther for 13 months. him and me were like lil kids together, we did so much for each other, sometimes me a little more for him. he cheated on me once, just kissing another girl, about 10 monhts or less into the relationship. we got back together, i dont really regret it. well, anyways.. he moved to florida, i live in ny, about two months ago. we stayed together for a month, well tried to. we fought a lot, we worried a lot, he mentioned ending it. and it was just so aparent we had to be done. my whole life, i have been serously let down, and him doin this to me, cause i knew this would happen, makes me numb. i dont wanan cry, i dont ever wanna talk to him, i have feelings of hate, and its hard.. because, i do still care. i am just sooo let down. its been two weeks, i havent talked to him. i dont even know how to write this explaning how i feel. it kills me knowing he can be with other girls, it kills me knowing its come to this, he was my first love, lost my virginity to him, went through so much with him, and in a matter of words, it has all turned around. all i feel is numbness, a little devistation, and some happiness from relief of stress. hes coming home i guess in a month.. and, idk.. i dont know to talk to him, but i feel like that wil make me more upset. or just not talk to him, i dont even know haha. hes tried talkin to me, its just.. weird.. he says i love you and then other things hes like justnot him.. and i dont want to be messed with so i just dont talk to him..
anyhelp. at all. advice, relaated experiences, will be more than anything to me. <3 thanks
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You are doing very good job so far by avoiding him.
This gives you time to get over him and get out on your own.
Time heals all wounds. And you're doing the best first step possible: taking the time to step away.
cheers,
stargirl
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