|
Very Long Day.
14\Female.
I woke up around Nine am, to my cellular device ringing. Fully expecting it to be my Mother I gave a little lip, but it wasn't. It was Benjamin. Now don't go completely judging. Yes I met him on Myspace, but he's cousins to a friend of mine so he wasn't a stranger stranger. I actually met him at this end of the year party my friend threw. He'd been away in Mass. for the week with family. I've known him since the end of the school year. I didnt expect my brother to be home, and I really wanted to hang out with him because it and been so long since, so I told him to wait at the end of my street which he did no questions asked.
My family doesn't know about Benjamin. For reasons every teenage girl should know about. Not that we do anything. I'll get into that...
So we walked to the field and up to some of the Fourwheel trails and randomly laid down. It was so funny I got insanely hungry so he whipped out a frkn Poptart. XD I started asking him questions about Mass. and was he did just joking. Were friends, were saposed to joke. I asked I was like "So how much pussy you get?" With a smile because I already know that he does that stuff even though he's only a month older then me. =X Found him condom stash, and Playboy so it would never come to me as a surprise. At the time, he was playing with my hand but like let it go turned and stared at me. Kinda weird.
So he was like "I didn't get any." All not rawr but stating a fact so I was like =O "How is that possible? Your gorgeous." Completely joking. Even though he is... <3. And he was like I haven't for he past 2 months. And how he was looking at me was weird. Im his friend, not some pocket pussy. So stupidly, asked why? He said "Because you don't even let me kiss you." And that's when it kinda hit what he was saying.
---By The Way,
Im a virgin, a straight A student, hate pot smoking and cigerettes but if you do it I dont care I just wont join.
Benjamin wasn't asking if I would, he was just kinda telling me. We are not dating. Even though a lot of people think we are.
Benjamin has a sister Chelsea, who looks younger then him but is 17. So when I want to hang out with at his house Im hanging out with Chelsea =]] The Moms even in on it. Linda is amazing. She understands the very strict parenting even though she doesnt do it. And when I got drunk, I like passed out on his bed somehow... woke up found him sleeping on the couch. We joked about it, and he was like I could have tooken completely advantage of you and didn't.=\\\ So much for being responcible. Yes he's stratteled me, Benjamin is a buttload stronger then me. Yes he tends to unhook my bra at the worst moments. But when i say stop, and actually mean it he does. Whoopish.
Even though I think he doesn't like me everyone says he does. But if I havent been exactly possitive-- Does he think I'll have sex with him?
[ ]
Want to answer more questions in the Relationships category?
Maybe give some free advice about: Love Life?
Yeah, he probably does think you will eventually sleep with him.
If you are worried about things being taken too far, I suggest that you really take things in stride. When he does something you don't like, say "stop". When he does something you do want, feel free to tell him "all systems go".
The main thing here is that you don't give this guy the wrong impression. Be honest about what you want.
]
More Questions: |