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a lived a false love how do I move on
I was with this guy for 11th month"s before we got together he was a dope dealer but by time we hooked up he wasn"t in that buisness no more we started dating he was my first serious relationship and I was his too we were each others first love as time went by we were both possitive about each other he knew my family andf I knew his he was nice to me but he was bipolar and I had my own issues so we understood each other he kwew I was a virgin and wanted to wait til marriage he accepted so as time went by there was more love, untill he confess to me he had went selling dope behind my back I forgave him, and than I heard rumor"s that he was cheating I asked him and he denied it so I believed him but our 11th whole month he started to act cold toword's me in the relationship he was the one who was whiped but he fliped the tables on me I started to freak out and wanted to isolate him and just wanted to have him for.me only I didn't want to lose him I was living in a fear he would go days w\out calling me and that would get me peranoid than I spoke to his mother she told me he spoke to him and that he just needed time to think....so I had no contact with him for three days and this happened the day of our 11th anniversary so on the third day I called the girl who was said he was cheating I blocked my number and he picked up when he heard it was me he hanged up so I caled back he didn't want to talk to me so that night I went to his house he was there he told me he was leavin to live with his brother because he was going back into the dope game he said he didn't cheat and that he loved me he kissed me we were both crying because it might be the last time we see each other he swore to me he would keep in touch he said to me he would always love me so that night when I got home I didn't sleep I kept throwing up.I went a day w\o talkin 2 him da day after that. we texted he was being cruel saying 2 move on.he confessed he was w\ 2 girls an slept w\ 1.that shit hurt I felt disgusted.I haven't slept I lost weight I can't eat I get parranoya attacks even though he did me wrong I still want him.he says he loves me an doesn't want me to live his way of life.I wish this pain was gone & ma life was normal its hard 2 know he's w\ that other girl I want to move on ppl I can't he was literally ma everything I wish there was medicine 2 make it go away there is no1 who loves me or protects me. what should I do? how do i move on? this happened da 22nd of may till now an I'm only 16
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I think the biggest realization you can make in life is that some things aren't meant to be. In ending a relationship you have to determine if you'd ever consider being with that person again, and then determine if there's a chance of that. If the person doesn't want to be with you for whatever reason - getting back with that person is more than likely going to be unhealthy. Then your new relationship is probably going to end badly, and you've either lost the relationship or have to rebuild it with that person. Sometimes you just have to get over things and realize that you'll find someone else who you can have a much more healthy relationship with.
How do you move on? That's up to you. Don't think about it, or just try to come to terms with it. Go out and meet new people. Everyone gets over things differently.
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