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we met at a campground. we talkd for 2 days and we had sex. 2 weeks later i called her to ask if she had aids or is pregnet cause we didnt use a condom. we talkd everynight and i went to see her 2 times. (i live in pa she lives in nj) me mom pickd her up 1 time to see me and to see me play football. after the game i didnt introduce her to my friends cause she looked like a slut and i thought that she was a slut. the first 2 days she told me how her all her boyfriends were stupid and that she cheated on them. so when she went home i didnt talk to her for 1 to 2 months and got with 2 other girls. then i missed talking to her and getting her advice cause i didnt have nobody to talk to. i wasnt realy social. then 3 months came and i asked her what we were and i askd her out. about the first 2 months i didnt think it would work out cause of the distance. and i wanted my options open so i was talking to my ex and a new girl. i started falling in love with my girlfriend. but i still wanted them for a backup plan. she came to my house and went on my computer cause i was a football practice and she was board and for aim conversaions. and she was upset. when i came home i cryd cause i wanted to be with her. she stayd. then we stopd having sex cause it hurt her and when i was about to come home from her house i was pissed that i didnt get anything and she asked what i was gona do and i said jack off. she got pissed cause its like cheating. it realy is. i guess. then she went to a concert with her friend and 2 guys. i didnt like that at all and i made her feel like shit about it. then at 4th of july she went to fire works and that was in her old town with her last boyfriend that she loved and she didnt call me and i called her alot. i got to atached to her cuase she was the only one that cared about me.
the reason she stoped seeing her "guy friends" is because i never had girl friends cause the only time that i would want to hang with a girl is if i wanted to get something out of it and she was willing to give up her friends for me. now that we have bin getting into fights everynight for about 6 months she isnt happy. and she wants to go out with her friends again. i was fine untill she told me that she wanted to go out with guys. it crushed me cause i thought about the past and how she cheated on her other boyfriends. about a month ago she had a school project to do with her friend mike. i was kool with it cause we chilled the weekend before they did there project. i was kool about it untill i asked if he went into her room. and she said yes her lap top is in ther room with the camera. and i fliped out. she said do you realy think that i would have sex with him if i was atracted to him with my parentes and sis home. and i said we do. and it blew up.
i need help cuase this weekend. she is going out with 4 to 5 guys to philly just to look around. 4 guys and HER. i have a big prob with that but she says that there is no gender between girls and guys to her. and that she loves me. but somehow i dont belive her. i want to but i dont. i dont want to get hurt and loose my best friend. she has bin everything to me expsaily more now since i tore my ACL in september and i couldnt go on with my football career. and football was my life. and i made her be my life cause that was the thing i did other than football was see or talk to her. im suprised that she didnt leave me yet. and im GLAD as all hell that she didnt. i dont no what i would do if something would happen to us i guess thats why im so obessive over her.
well hope you thougt it was intristing. thank you for lissening and wanting to help me.
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yeah it was interessting. My boyfriend only has friends that are girls and he is always telling me about them liking him or wanting to have sex with him... which at 1st really pissed me off! A year now ive been with him and one thing ive learned is that its okay to be scared and wonder about what hes doing but when u start to live your life constantly worrying, thats not alright. Youre Girlfriend is great im sure and its normal to get jealous because shes YOUR girlfriend and obviously you think shes great. If she did cheat on you then she wouldnt be the one for you. In saying that the more you trust her the less reason you give her to cheat on you.
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